czwartek, 6 sierpnia 2026

Sweet Temptation (Part 3)



How could he? How could he treat me like that...? I'd never given him reason to be jealous, I'd never cheated on him, and now, at the first chance we had an argument, he accused me of just that.
"I already had a girlfriend, and she acted the same way when she found someone else"—that sentence he'd uttered last night rang in my ears. It hurt. It hurt, almost to the point of rage.
"Idiot!" I shouted at the bare walls of my room. I'd been so faithful, so devoted all these years... Surely he should have learned to trust me? Anger swelled inside me, preventing me from thinking about anything else for a moment. A single melody played cheerfully. I jumped out of bed and went to my desk. An apology, for sure... yes, but I didn't feel the slightest desire to forgive. I picked up the phone and returned to the bed I'd "built" with pillows. No, it wasn't Kamil. The number on the screen was unfamiliar.

"As promised, I'm inviting you to a party this Saturday. Come by at 4:00 PM, Boczna Street 12. Best regards, Marcin."

A winter chill ran through my body. Excitement...? Fear...? I read the text again. I looked thoughtfully out the window. Three days to make a decision... but what was there to think about? After all, it wasn't a date, and even if it were... Anger was stripping me of all obligations. The rage I felt for Kamil intensified my desire to go to the party. Especially if Marcin was hosting it... I had just started replying when a voice in my head suddenly awoke: Girl, what are you doing...? You have everything planned out in your life and you want to ruin it...?
"I have it planned out," I said to myself. "But so what?" "

It's great that you remembered me; of course I'll come. Majka."

And what if I do make up with Kamil? What if I miss him and that's stronger than the whole storm I wanted to create immediately if he called? After all, I loved him... even though he'd damaged my ego, he was still very important to me. I ended up not replying. I decided to wait. But really, it was only a matter of time, because my anger at Kamil hadn't subsided at all. Maybe I didn't want it to...?
*
The next day, he came to me, contrite and sad.
"Majka, I'm sorry," he said in a trembling voice as soon as I opened the door. "You know I don't mean it like that..." He looked uncertainly into my eyes. All the hatred vanished in a matter of seconds. Just a few words... And that upset me completely. How could I forgive him everything after hearing "Majka, I'm sorry"? I'd been faithful to him all that year. Faithful like I'd never been to anyone. And only because I'd contradicted him on certain matters two or three times did he claim I had someone else. "I'm jealous because I love you..."
"Your behavior wasn't proof of love."
- But the fact that I came now is, isn't it?
"I guess..." I lowered my gaze and gritted my teeth. I hated this weakness of mine... Kamil was suffering, and I couldn't tell him, "Leave." Just yesterday I'd been close to tears because of how he treated me, and now...? He had tears in his eyes.
"Come in...
"
I didn't know how to inform Marcin I wouldn't be coming, so I put it off forever. On Friday, I went on a major shopping spree, and that evening I invited Kamil over to show him my new "outfits." When I returned from the bathroom decked out in fitted jeans and a fashionable, skimpy, pink blouse, my boyfriend was standing at the desk, holding my phone.
"Someone called," he announced, when suddenly the phone started playing "Crazy Frog." "Oh, again!" he handed it to me. I glanced at the screen, and my heart leapt into my throat.

"Marcin's calling."

I looked at Kamil, genuinely frightened.
"What happened?" he asked, surprised.
"No... nothing." I pressed the red receiver, and the melody stopped a second later.
"Why didn't you answer?" he asked, his eyes widening. I swallowed.
"Never mind... tell me how you like it?" I turned gracefully, feigning naturalness. In reality, I was tense and nervous.
"No, well... It's a blast! You know..." he began, but suddenly his voice drowned out the phone. "Majka, answer it, what's the harm?"
"Well... but..." My throat felt dry, and my voice cracked.
"Give me," Kamil extended his hand toward the phone. "I'll answer it.
" "No..." I took a deep breath. "Hold on. I'll be right back." I turned and quickly ran out of the room.
"Hello?" My heart leapt into my throat. I stood against the hallway wall, clutching my phone tightly.
"Hi, it's Marcin." I glanced at the door to my room. It was closed. And behind it, Kamil...
"Well, hello..." I whispered, narrowing my eyes.
"I couldn't reach you for some reason.
" "Yeah?" I feigned surprise. I was shaking with fear.
"Did you get my text?
" "No, yes... yes.
" "Yes, yes?" he laughed. "So why didn't I get a reply?
" "I don't know... But I'm not going... I can't.
" "Can't you?" he asked disappointedly.
"No..." There was a long silence. For some reason, it hit me at that moment how much my life would change if I went. And yet everything in it was just right. A wonderful boyfriend, friends, family... This "change" was probably only a matter of time, a matter of when I'd finally have the courage to change something?
" "But promise me you'll think about it?
" "Well..." I took a deep breath. "I don't know if I can... Empty promises aren't the best way to start a relationship."
"And yet, a glimmer of hope that you'll come clings to me."
"Madman...
" "Will you reconsider the invitation...?
" "I'll think about it...
" "I'm very happy about that.
" "I have to go...
" "Sure... so let me know tomorrow. What did you decide...
" "Fine...
" "For now.
" "Bye." The red receiver rang. "Phew..." I stood there for a moment, trying to calm myself. Who was calling, who was calling...? I had to think of something... A few steps, the doorknob... and Kamil's gaze, a look ready to attack, saying it all: "I didn't like that behavior." He sat on the bed and didn't say a word. I put the phone back on the desk and, leaning against it, stared out the window.
"Who called?" he asked after a moment with irony he didn't even try to hide.
"This guy... he's been bothering me for days.
" "Tormenting me? And that's why you had to go to the other room for that 'conversation'?" I looked at him in surprise. I hadn't expected such a statement. "Your hands are shaking. Are you nervous?" His gaze was glaring. Ready to read every lie, every slightest mistake, saying: She's lying. I gritted my teeth. For the first time in my life, I didn't know what to say. How to dismiss him... "Aha," he broke the silence. "I understand. Maybe I'll go now." He stood up and, without saying anything else, moved toward the door.
"Kamil, wait!" I grabbed his shirtsleeve. "I don't want you to think anything...
" "So explain to me who called.
" "I told you!
" "A guy like that, who's bothering you? What guy? What's his name? Why is he bothering you? Why did you run away with his cell phone when he called?" I turned my head to the other side, holding back tears. He was standing right next to me, watching me furiously.
"Either you understand without words, or I'm keeping you unnecessarily," I whispered in a trembling voice. A few seconds later, I was alone in the room...

Zombie"



Even ordinary people should have big dreams.
There were days when loneliness was unbearable for Janek. The small apartment became a prison for him, and escape was the only worthwhile goal. Then he would start his old car and drive away. Just like that, along the roads of the Bieszczady Mountains, away from the concrete apartment blocks and people who couldn't even talk to each other.
The rusty car held a secret. Sometimes it became a sailing ship, in which he traversed the South Pacific. Then he visited sleepy islands of the South Seas, cruised taverns, drank wine, and sang sailor's songs. Other times it revealed itself as a racing car, in which he won prizes on the world's most famous tracks. And always, somewhere nearby, there was a certain blue-eyed girl with long blond hair covered by a straw hat.
On another gloomy day, Janek set off, as usual, on his journey to nowhere. This time, his car became a light aircraft. He heard the roar of the engine, saw the blue sky above him, billowing white clouds, and through the open window, green meadows and the endless plains of Africa. Everything was so real that he didn't notice the large truck that had come around the bend too quickly and was now hurtling straight towards him. He didn't even hear the screech of the bodywork being crushed, nor did he feel the ripped sheet metal cutting deep into his flesh. He died in an instant, and the ambulance doctor couldn't understand why the dead boy was still smiling.

The Brossa campsite on the Solina River is nestled between a lake and a sharp-topped hill called "Three Tits" by sailors. A wooden house and a few huts with bunks are all the owner has to offer guests. Access is only possible by water, via the owner's tin barge, powered by a terribly rumbling, smoky engine from an old threshing machine.
Anna spent her summers here. She had blue eyes and long, fair hair, which she covered with a straw hat. In good weather, she spent her days lounging in the meadow, right on the lakeshore, counting the white clouds that lazily drifted across the sky. The roar of the waves, the wind-swaying grass, and the sun's warmth absorbed her completely.
Evening was approaching. She left the cottage and headed toward the lake. She walked along a narrow path that led to a cliff several meters high. Below, the bluish-blue surface of the lake shimmered, rippled by the evening breeze. A few late-arriving sailboats glided slowly across the water, and wisps of smoke rose from the opposite shore. From there came the sounds of chopping wood and the clatter of dishes.
They're preparing dinner, she thought.
She sat down on a fallen log, just above the water. Just then, the rumble of an engine shattered the early evening silence. It faded, grew louder, until she finally saw a small plane emerge from behind the hill. The plane circled for a moment, then descended and came in for a landing. The vast meadow between the forest wall and the escarpment served as a makeshift airport. There was even a long pole with a striped sleeve stuck into the ground, indicating the wind direction. The plane settled softly on the grass and slowly taxied toward her. She stopped, and a man jumped out of the cockpit onto the grass. He was dressed in worn denim pants and a checked flannel shirt.
As he walked toward her, the silhouette seemed familiar. The movements, the tilt of his shoulders, but looking into the sun, she recognized him only from a distance of a dozen or so meters.
"Janek, is that you?" she exclaimed, surprised.
The man froze, stared at her for a moment, then finally raised both hands in greeting.
"Is that you, Ania? Every spirit praises God..." he exclaimed, clearly delighted. He walked over and embraced her in greeting.
"Where did you come from?" she asked as soon as he released her.
"What do you mean, where? From there..." He pointed to the sky and looked at her with smiling eyes.
It sounded like a joke, but he couldn't tell her everything: about that road, the car, the truck, the accident, and above all, that he had just returned, that he was starting it all over again...

The smallness of Turbacz



They emerged into an untamed and picturesque space, where the only rulers at this time of year were King Wind and Captain Frost. Together they performed miracles, their works visible to the naked eye. They always collaborated intensely, the most striking result of which were the numerous firs encased in ice suits – the inhabitants of this magical space. However, on this day, our travelers, apparently completely unaware, were taking advantage of a small dispute between the two elements. Last night, fog crept over the space. Captain Frost, clearly interested in new forms of Christmas tree oppression, began to play with the fog and, playing with it among the frozen branches, painted all the trees with the whiteness of a fabulous rime. The wind clearly displeased him. First thing in the morning, he dispersed the fog and allowed the sun to deal with the effects of the mysterious games of the two nocturnal allies. And that meant that our tourists could enjoy magnificent views and the welcoming warmth of the January sun that day.
They walked with great perseverance along a path barely visible in the sunlight. In these spaces, it looked like a narrow scar, marring the smoothness of the white, deeply frozen snow. But this scar served a very important function, as it led the tourists to the safe haven of the mountain hut on Turbacz. However, for Krysia and Lucjan, the designated trail was clearly too narrow, and they suddenly plunged into deep snow. As it turned out, both were enchanted by the beauty of a sad fir tree adorned with an icy robe. They trudged through the depths of frozen snow. Lucjan hoped that the hard crust of snow wouldn't collapse beneath Krysia's slender, feminine body, and that she would, like a true Tolkien elf, defy the laws of nature. Unfortunately, it was drowning in a sea of ​​whiteness, which immediately became the subject of his comment:
"You see, you're not an elf."
"Yes, I am," she replied with her familiar firmness.
"Yes, you're not, but..." I'll give you one more chance
. "What chance?
" "We'll see if you can see in the dark tonight.
" "Of course. I'm a real elf after all," she said, and with that, they stood by the tree.
Now they could admire the icy work of winter's elements up close. The fir lady's dress was a masterpiece. In places, it resembled a vast cap of ice enveloping the tree's innocent branches, made of the finest snowflakes imported from the Atlantic, blown several times by the wind, slightly melted in the winter sun, and carefully frozen together. They stood in contemplation, observing the fir's sad life, which offered the casual observer a multitude of unforgettable artistic experiences.
"Position yourselves against the backdrop of this wonder – I'll take your picture," the approaching Tosia interrupted this natural, wild, yet melancholic reverie. She was full of enthusiasm and had been searching for game for her bloodless, photographic hunt for some time. Lucjan spotted one of the branches. It was so frozen, yet so firmly attached to the ground, that he decided to use it as a throne. The choice was a wise one, and a moment later he settled comfortably on his new seat. Next to it, he noticed another branch, which, however, was more snow-covered than frozen. But he had hope. Hope that this time the snowy throne would withstand the pressure of Krysia's frail, feminine body. He called her over, and she accepted this, as it turned out, not-so-successful idea. The slender elf sat down and… failed again. However, he managed to grab her with a masculine arm and hold her for a few moments. This was enough for even the most inexperienced photographer to accomplish their task. Tosia quickly tensed, and the quick snap was a sign of hope that in a few days they would be able to see themselves in a small picture, sipping tea in their warm apartment. After the photo was taken, all that remained was the elf's fall into the snow. Lucjan reacted quickly. He rose from his throne, offered the drowning woman a hand, pulled her to her feet, and began brushing off the snowflakes that had clung to her jacket. He feared the sun would begin to melt the snow, making the girl uncomfortable while hiking in wet clothes. He didn't want that to happen.
They returned to the thin scar of the trail. They penetrated the white ocean between the sparse fir trees. The silence bored Lucjan. The peace of the surrounding nature made him abandon its beauty and venture out into the pastures of his own world, which lived in his head. He thought about the beauty of certain emotions, the smallness of humanity, unemployment, and...
"What a beautiful blue sky," Krysia whispered.
"Yes," Lucjan replied, deeply confused, interrupted by his thoughts. He looked at the sky and decided he didn't like it. It was beautiful, but cold. Lucjan loved the colors of nature, but he especially preferred sunlight. It gave all other colors warmth and uniqueness. However, he didn't share these observations with Krysia, who was still admiring the winter sky.
They slowly began to approach the forest wall. But before they plunged into its depths, or rather, before they began walking along its edge, they passed a cabin. An off-road vehicle parked next to the cabin. This surprised Lucjan somewhat, but after a moment, he realized that their narrow scar would soon connect with a wide road suitable for off-road vehicles. A small child played next to the cabin, struggling with the excess snow. All this took place under the watchful eye of his parent – ​​his father, who was probably the driver of the car. They passed the pleasant family in a great hurry. After a brief stroll along the wide road, they found themselves back on the narrow scar, amidst deep snow. Suddenly, the narrow path intersected with a wide winter track. It was through this path that the weekend vacationers had made their way to their own cabin. But it wasn't the road that intrigued the hikers, but the violent noise. It was a terrible stain marring the whiteness of the local silence. It lingered in the tourists' ears like the buzz of a fanatical fly that had invaded the silence of a room filled with the breathing of vacationers relaxing during their Sunday afternoon nap. They didn't belong here. And yet, they were created to bring help, joy, and adrenaline to an even greater wilderness than here. But they quickly departed. The snowmobiles, for they were the ones in question, passed very close to Tosia, Lucjan, and Krysia. Despite their intense curiosity about their appearance, the shroud of junipers prevented them from seeing these snowy steeds; they were forced to savor their unpleasant growl, which suddenly cut off so abruptly that it seemed as if nature itself had intervened, capturing the noise and drowning it out with silence.
They continued their journey. They made their way through the first depths of forest shadows and reached the place where the rest of the group awaited them. At a large boulder – the altar – they immersed themselves in midday prayer, praising the One whose colors today's vault of heaven bore. Their prayerful whispers were torn from their lips by the wind, which carried the sounds far from their ears, occasionally robbing individuals of the words spoken by the companion standing next to them. Fortified by spiritual nourishment, they continued their journey. And again the group split in two, and once again the open path, as if ashamed of the ugliness it created on the white surface of snow, hid itself in the forest thicket, until finally it appeared. It wasn't very high. Its allure tempted many, but perhaps most of all Peter. He surrendered to it completely, sliding down its very short but steep slope and rewarding his sensations with a feeling of increasing humidity. It was a very small hill, but it soaked the clothes of many. Lucjan, however, didn't take advantage of this form of debauchery, choosing instead to drink. He emptied thermoses of hot tea and, far from being treated like Judas robbing the community's purse, was like a Saint Bernard dog from the Alpine Red Cross pouring drinks down the chilled throats of those struggling up the hill. And so, after the relaxing descents were over, the last stop before the mountain hut ended.
The narrow path betrayed them. It led innocently into the forest again and there "stood up," forcing the hikers to sweat profusely. Only the shadow of the merciful forest hid their efforts from each other. Lucjan walked, working his way through the sweat of his brow. Below, he again heard the roar of snowmobiles returning to civilization. Ultimately, however, the effort bore fruit, and they were able to reap their well-deserved harvest.
A swarm of people milled about in front of the shelter. Everyone was grooming their shoes, brushing off the excess snow, which was no less daring than mud. He would innocently sneak into their boots and then, taking advantage of the victim's personal warmth, flood the interior with his own personal liquid substance. Lucjan was intrigued by the fact that the virtue of keeping shoes clean had developed so strongly in this shelter. However, he would soon learn the truth about this place. They decided to go inside. Before entering, Lucjan had managed to experience the unforgettable artistic experience of seeing the jagged tooth of the Tatra Mountains against the backdrop of the Italian azure in the Polish sky, bathed in a sea of ​​January sunlight. And then darkness fell. Upon entering the dark hallway, their eyes, previously fed by a sea of ​​whiteness, felt incredibly helpless. However, a mere few seconds of accommodation resolved the matter immediately. They passed through the hall, climbed the stairs, and everything became clear. It was cleanliness and care, the original hosts of the guest room at this shelter, that were the main culprits behind the excessive zeal for the appearance of each guest's footwear. Decency demanded that every shoe be free from the insolent mud and the cunning snow, two culprits that marred the purity of this place as sin mars the purity of the soul. Without much hesitation, the travelers sat around a wide bench, next to a slightly steamy window, which offered the same panorama that Lucian had marveled at outside. However, within these window frames, the jagged tooth of the mountains became an even greater manifestation of mysticism. With such visions, consumption became an activity ranked far higher in the hierarchy of needs than simply repressing hunger. Squashed sandwiches, bloody with jam, began to appear on the table, canned goods of all kinds began to rapidly lose their lids, jars began to lose their caps, and thick fumes of escaping water began to escape from the few cups, preferring freedom to the uncomfortable journeys through the recesses of the human body. The attention of those seated sporadically focused on the opposite corner of the room. From there, all manner of dishes set sail on their final voyage, eventually landing in the waters of the tourist's stomach. Our travelers also visited this port, ordering tea and boiling water. Lucjan wanted some too, but the experience of the morning paralyzed him. He stood in the pastry shop with Piotr, buying doughnuts for everyone. The view was magnificent. White icing pouring like lava over various cakes, dark chocolate adorning the smiles of wrinkled buds, a rose fragrant with summer, the cream cakes Lucyna loves so much, a plump lady filling the ordered sweets into packages and punching in the price at the cash register, and... Yes, he remembered his helplessness. It was worse than the noise of the morning terrorist – the alarm clock, brutally summoning him to an expedition after a sleepless night.worse than the view of gray Krakow from the windows of the MPK bus and the sight of Piotr, sleepy as a badger in the middle of winter, arriving at the agreed meeting place.
"Unfortunately, I'm not supposed to spend it," he recalled the ominous words of the shop assistant and the strange looks
from the other participants in the expedition. Piotr had done well then, but now... Where could he place his hopes, since tea was disproportionately cheaper than doughnuts? He felt like a penniless millionaire, an egoist possessing so much yet snatching every last penny from a poor man. Who could he place his hopes on among the living? In all those few tourists he'd met today, bearers of a small penny, who, with their small steps together, had ensured their owners had enough income to give Lucjan the change? This young boy had always lived for ideals, wanted to take great things, but he was soon to discover that...
Without knowing what spirit had inspired him to take a small step. He went to ask and... He returned with tea in hand, change in his pocket, bringing great joy to many souls with this small act. And he understood everything. He began to appreciate smallness. He already knew that anyone who possesses the ability to strive for the ideal through small victories will also be able to avoid faltering and slipping even when taking a great step. He who looks only at the great, and relies on the great in his desires, and fails to take the small, may hesitate at the moment of the great step, for how can he leap skillfully when he doesn't know how to tread carefully and slowly on the ground? Better a penny in his pocket, which will water a thirsty person, than a million in the bank, which at the same moment will do nothing for the same poor soul in his hour of agony. Every person carries within himself a small good. The sum of small things is a great good that adds up to a great profit. Whoever looks at the great ideal should strive for it by dividing himself into small things. He knows this evil, too, because he benefits from it. For as it was in the morning, when they climbed with sweat up the first hill. Lucjan and Karolina walked, looking ahead in great amusement. Rysia and Dorota climbed ahead of them. Rysia's actions were a great courtesy. She had seemingly innocently and lightly sprinkled snow on Dorota for fun, but snow is a traitor! He had sent one of the stars on a suicide mission for Dorota's scarf and turtleneck. There, despite her death, she managed to freeze the girl's back and arouse a desire for revenge. This small courtesy ended in open warfare, terrible suffering from the damp, and although everything concluded in an atmosphere of friendship, the event made Lucjan realize that everything begins when a small thing becomes a deed. Now he knew everything.

The return to civilization was a true idyll for everyone. Lucjan finally saw the snowmobiles, talked with Dorota about literature, the sun treated them to a magnificent spectacle as he went to bed, and during the journey through the darkness of the winter world, they proved once again that they were not elves. Eventually, however, they found themselves on the bus and fell asleep in the few seats and on the floor of the vehicle.

Sweet Temptation (Part 4)



I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking... calculating... I loved Kamil, and that was the hardest part. Did I love...? But was it still the kind of love a girl feels for a boy...? I saw increasingly clearly that it wasn't. Habit? Yes... Sympathy? Absolutely... Yet I was afraid to change anything. I was terrified of admitting these feelings to myself, let alone to Kamil.
"Do you know what the greatest human absurdity is?" Patryk asked me on his memorable birthday. "Stating that death is the worst. No one wants to die. But we call death a physical state, not a mental one. And there's the catch. It's even worse to die spiritually.
" "Spiritually?" I was surprised.
"Yes. Look. There was Mr. X. Mr. X didn't leave the house because he was afraid of being hit by a car. Mr. X went to bed early because it was healthy, and healthy eating prolongs life. Mr. X didn't drink or smoke because it's bad for your health—and what's bad for your health slowly kills you." In reality, Mr. X had been dead for a long time. Because what kind of life was that? Physically, he functioned perfectly well. But spiritually? Can you call this stagnation life? Majka, tell me yourself, which death is worse in your opinion? I didn't answer his question at the time. But I have to admit, it got me thinking.
"I'm dying," I heard my own voice. Now. A few weeks after this game, Patryk's words came back to me. Now, as I wondered what to do next. What I wanted, what I wanted to leave behind.

"The hardest thing is to decide your fate..."

As usual, I came to nothing. Am I going? Am I not going? Neither of these answers... The correct and only one - I don't know. As I strolled to the bakery on Saturday morning, I tried to analyze the whole situation. A guy I really like invited me to a party. Unfortunately, he's already in a relationship. Options, of which I have to choose one...?
First - dump my boyfriend and go without a hitch. I've never even considered breaking up with Kamil... Besides, do I really want to be with him anymore? He's my friend, and the end of our relationship will probably mean the end of our friendship...
Second - tell my boyfriend I'm going to the party. I laughed quietly at the thought. Kamil would probably have hysterics if he found out that I - his polite, well-behaved girlfriend - was going to a "friend's" to drink, smoke, and God knows what else... Out of the question. Then he'd probably dump me.
Third - don't tell Kamil anything, go to the party, and pray that someone doesn't tell him. At first glance, this seemed like the most sensible option. I don't intend to cheat on him or anything... I just want to meet new people and have some fun with them
.
Everything went smoothly. I told my mom I was staying at Sandra's, so she let me go without question. I had to dress casually to avoid any suspicion. My favorite jeans, which beautifully accentuated my hips, and a tight, purple T-shirt with a Mickey Mouse head in the center.
By 6 p.m., I was standing in front of the large, green gate, which, slightly ajar, seemed to invite me in. The fence, overgrown with thick ivy, looked enchanting. I always loved this kind of garden variety. Marcin's house was old, clearly several decades old, but I had to admit it was charming, especially with the vegetation surrounding it. I hesitantly walked toward the low, yet very wide, steps leading to the door. Batrek, who had so persistently encouraged me to try a beer at Patryk's birthday party, opened the door.
"Hi," I forced a smile. For some reason, I was nervous and tense.
"Hi," the brunette replied, then gestured for me to enter. "Come in." I stood in a long hallway lined with several cabinets and hangers. When Bartek closed the door, it became very dark. I looked at him questioningly. He didn't even move to turn on a light. I bent down and began blindly untying my shoes. "No, don't take them off," he said loudly, then started walking. I followed him, growing increasingly anxious. It seemed as if no one else was in the house. We passed empty rooms until we finally turned onto the stairs.
"Where are we going?" I asked, seeing that they led downstairs. "
To the basement," he replied lightly. A moment later, I understood why it was so quiet upstairs. Everyone was in one of the rooms downstairs. It was huge and resembled a sort of "club," the kind where a certain group of people meet. A few old couches and armchairs, dim lamps, posters on the walls, even a bicycle and a few skateboards. Among all this, about ten people were drinking beer and smoking cigarettes.
"Brilliant place," I thought. "
Sit wherever you like," Bartek smiled, then walked over to a cabinet and pulled out a can. "
Hello Majka," Marcin appeared next to me. My heart leapt into my throat.
"Oh... hello," I said, trying to sound normal. As usual, seeing his strikingly charming brown eyes, I felt unable to say anything. "
Did you find him easily?"
"Yeah... sure..."
"Good. I'm really glad you came," he smiled sincerely. "Come on, I'll introduce you to my friends... you probably already know a few from Patrick's birthday..." We headed toward the couches. It turned out I only knew Bartek. But everyone seemed very nice. They were older—maybe seventeen, I guess—but I had a feeling we'd get along easily. I also got along easily with Marcin. And honestly, I didn't talk much with him that night...
*
This is life. Madness... fun... A harmless breaking of the rules that's so liberating. This was exactly what I needed. I sat sipping a beer, which, although I didn't like the first time, seemed to become more and more bearable with each sip. The company was wonderful: the boys were very funny, the girls were very nice. They immediately treated me like "their own," ignoring the difference that so divided us. Or perhaps they didn't even know the vast chasm my world was beyond...? They only had the image of the bridge I was currently standing on. The shore could have been just around the corner—and only I was aware that "just around the corner" was actually many days' walk away. For a moment, I forgot about it. It was so carefree...
I drank maybe a beer and a half before realizing I was terribly hot. I got up to briefly leave the basement when I suddenly experienced a strange sensation unlike any I'd ever felt before. Marcin, who was walking toward me as if floating, shifted slightly to the left and right. I looked up. The ceiling was also rippling.
"Majka, what's going on?" the boy asked briskly, grabbing my elbow and simultaneously saving me from falling.
"I don't know," I laughed, looking at him. "You have beautiful eyes!" I was clearly amused. Only later did I realize that alcohol can unleash every thought, even the most hidden, with words. I didn't know that at the time. Because how could I...? For the first time in my life, I'd had a significant amount of alcohol in my mouth.
"Would you like to sit down?" Marcin asked, gently nudging me toward the couch.
"No!" I protested firmly. "It's too hot here!" I just wanted to go out somewhere.
"Where?
" "Hmm... maybe to the garden?"
"Come on..." he grabbed my hand and led me toward the stairs. A few minutes later, we were outside. I sprawled out on the grass next to the large Christmas tree.
"Are you feeling okay?" Marcin asked, sitting down next to me.
"Wonderful! Oh, so many stars!" I lay flat on my back with my hands behind my head, staring up at the sky. A peaceful, quiet night. As if reading my thoughts, he said,
"Completely different from down there, huh?" I smiled slightly.
"Great party," I said shortly after a long moment of silence.
"Oh yes..." he whispered in his sexy voice. Besides those killer eyes, I really liked Marcin's voice. So light, yet masculine. I sat down and looked ahead, at the house. My vision was still blurry.
"But I regret not coming that Saturday when you invited me...
" "Well, I regret it too...
" "You?" I looked in surprise at the faint outline of his face, which I managed to read in the darkness.
"Right... " "
But what do you get out of it?"
"Well..." he smiled slightly. "If you weren't here today, I wouldn't have anyone to save me if I got locked in the toilet..." Just such an incident had happened to me maybe an hour earlier, when I went to the bathroom, and instead of opening, the lock started turning as if I were controlling a radio button. "I wouldn't have anyone to sit here with now... It would be boring!" He teasingly flicked my ear, and I, feigning anger, started pinching his hand. He tried to regain control for a moment, but when I didn't stop, he grabbed my wrists and, with a quick movement, crushed me to the ground. "So what are you going to do now?" he asked, looking me straight in the eye with amusement. Our heads were perhaps a few inches apart. Before I could think, our "game" was interrupted by a rustling sound and the words:
"Oh, who do I see!" A little further on, a well-drunk Bartek stood with a can of beer. "No, no, don't bother me," he said, seeing Marcin release me and return to his previous pose. "I'll go to the other side of the house." He turned and quickly staggered away. A silence fell, which for some reason began to make me feel uncomfortable. I lay there, staring at the sky without a word. Marcin spoke first, but his voice was different. It was rough yet uncertain, firm yet trembling.
"Listen... I was wondering... That guy at Patrick's birthday party who was yelling at you so much, is he... your boyfriend, or...?"
"He's my brother," I blurted out without thinking. I don't know why I said that. Maybe his tone, maybe the alcohol did its thing...
"That makes me very happy." Marcin beamed, leaned toward me, and then pinched my nose. "So where did we end?"

Heroes - legendary warriors




The Stray, as he was later called, entered the courtyard unnoticed. It was noon, and the unbearable heat was scorching the bodies hidden beneath heavy, gleaming armor. Crowds watched the royal couple's annual celebrations. The soldiers formed a wall, standing shoulder to shoulder, guarding, watching, watching...
The people, captivated by the sight of the royal couple, cheered.
Only the Stray was waiting for an opportunity. In his beggar's rags, he hid in a thicket of colorful garments and waited for the right moment.
The sun had reached the peak of its soaring journey when, at the intercessor's signal, the sounds of melodious trumpets resounded. The echoes crashed against the rock walls. The shouts and cheers of the crowd drowned everything out. The uncertain, restless, sweaty Stray was waiting for an opportunity. He elbowed his way forward, tried to shout, to step forward. To no avail. As an ordinary man, he had no chance of breaking through the hysterical mob. Using his superhuman abilities would have betrayed him immediately. So he preferred to wait until everything quieted down.
The king, his wife, a small guard, and two sons were passing by in an ornate carriage. The horses neighed, as if frightened by the entire gathering. However, they pulled the carriage calmly.
Beside the ruler stood a tall man. Young, handsome, wrapped in a black cloak. He looked perhaps 30, certainly no older. His long, blond hair contrasted with his clothing. He looked nothing like the soldiers encased in brass armor. Therefore, he didn't swelter in the sun, needing no protection for his fragile body. His name was Belrogen.
The elder of the king's sons stood beside him.
"Do you think he will strike, Master?" he asked with a certain apprehension in his voice, a madness in his eyes.
"I don't know," Belrogen replied. "He was seen five miles from here." At least that's what the patrol back from Pretoria claimed. "
But Mechales and his men returned a long time ago. Who knows where he is now? Maybe he's invaded the city, or waiting in ambush outside the walls? You can expect anything from him."
"If I know him, he's hidden in some backwater in the countryside, hatching plots. He knows I'll be here. So if he's lurking in the crowd, he must have a plan, because he can't do it alone. He knows it, and so do we. No, that would be absurd. He's not suicidal. He wouldn't barge in here, especially with the threat of legal proceedings.
" "Maybe that's what he's counting on?"
"Hmm?" Belrogen looked at the king's son with a grimace. "Speak more clearly." "
You said yesterday that he attacks by surprise. He doesn't even give his victim a moment to parry. Maybe that's what he's counting on? No one expects him here, the guards aren't double-vigilant, even you have your doubts. Maybe this is his plan?"
"Maybe, maybe…?" he muttered. "If he's here, I'll find him. He won't slip past my guards unnoticed; he's too stupid. There was a time when I caught him easily. He'd escape from the tower after a few days, but then it took him two days to return to the dungeon. Now, however, he's somehow more cunning, more suspicious, yet just as stupid as before. A traitor is a traitor. This time, death awaits him, even though our law forbids it. However, after deliberation, the council decided on death for this outlaw. We'll finish him once and for all. Hopefully, today."
The stray, peering from under his tattered hood, watched Belrogen carefully. He read his gestures, movements, facial expressions; he knew exactly what they meant. He didn't take his eyes off him until the carriage disappeared behind the courtyard wall and left for the city. Now he could act; he had time to prepare the ambush he had been planning for two weeks. He knew perfectly well that this was the last hope for overthrowing the king, whom he considered a murderer and a fraud. He was no stranger to the kingdom's politics. He was one of the few who had access to the secret of the ruler's birth. Others remained silent, but he wanted to reveal the cruel truth and overthrow the illegitimate tyrant. Such was the secret, and he wanted to bring it to life...

Night burst upon the city unexpectedly. A large, round moon, along with a thousand stars, adorned the sky. The bustle of the cheering populace ceased. Everyone dispersed to their homes, leaving the streets quiet. It was muggy. The lazy soldiers patrolling the abandoned city seemed to have nothing to do. Gloomy faces moved through the alleys, awaiting the dawn. No one suspected the worst.
Death waited somewhere on the palace roof. Four masked men, blending into the night, awaited the return of the king and his retinue. A stray was there – their leader.
"We have to be careful," he said. "We're too conspicuous on these red roof tiles." He glanced around, but apart from a cat gliding across the courtyard, he saw nothing. "
This is the perfect time to sneak into the throne room. I don't think anyone expects us to do anything. No guards. It's a bit strange." The large, burly man tried to wipe the sweat from his brow, but the black cloak covering his face made it difficult. "
Let's get to work then," the leader said.
After a moment, their black silhouettes blurred against the red roof tiles in the blink of an eye. They flashed and vanished. The cat, observing from the courtyard, purred, swung its body gracefully around, and scuttled off into the darkness.

Night was in full swing when the king and his retinue returned from their tiring celebrations. He wanted to sleep now, to lie down on his golden bed and fall into a summer slumber. That was all he dreamed of...
The throne room, vast and adorned with all manner of trinkets, was empty on this sultry night. But when the voices in the hall died down, the clatter of feet ceased, four masked men emerged from behind the curtains, led by the stray. The burly giant removed his cloak. "
I'll finally breathe," he said. "I couldn't stand this any longer." He gracefully wiped his high, sweaty forehead. "
Where to now?" The slender, slightly built man turned to the leader.
The leader thought for a moment, scanning the room as if searching for the right path. "
The hall door is the only way in. There's no point in risking the roof. Teiler," he glanced at the fourth man, who had just removed his mask. "I hope you won't disappoint me?"
"I won't disappoint you, boss," came an unpleasantly low voice. "That's what we agreed. I'll go in first and eliminate the guards." I'm covering the main passage. You enter the king's bedroom, kill the traitor, and then you know what to do.
Everyone nodded. They agreed to the previously agreed-upon plan. Teiler quietly approached the brass door. He gently grabbed the gold handle, muttered under his breath, and opened the passage. The other men heard nothing. His footsteps outside, the guards being dispatched, not even the short groans revealing the pain of the murdered. Everything went according to plan. The corridor was clear, and a moment later, the corpses were in the throne room. It was time to face fate and reach the royal chamber. This was the final stage of the mysterious plan.
Who were the conspirators? No one knew. The king had long been informed of the planned assassination, but he had no idea who would come from or from whom. Everyone knew that the stray, sentenced to death, would be one of the assassins. There had to be more of them, because he couldn't have done it alone. It was beyond his capabilities, but with three friends...
The burly bruiser was named Tobian. He had known the stray since childhood. Their joint operations spread terror in many towns and villages. They attacked wealthy merchants, robbed wealthy townspeople, and even a peasant's cottage was not disdained. Tobian was a massive muscleman—that's what his friends called him. He distinguished himself not only for his strength. A sharp mind and intelligence were innate in him. An excellent strategist.
Teiler was a silent killer. In his youth, he wandered the city streets until he came across the stray. They met in a dungeon while awaiting sentencing for theft from a wealthy crimson. The stray discovered in him an excellent fighter with knives and other handguns. He had no scruples and killed silently. The long, curved blade of his knife was shrouded in legend. He supposedly killed over 100 men with it.
A slender man of slight stature was named Mecheles. The nickname was taken from the famous warrior Mechali, who a century earlier had been considered a master of hand-to-hand combat and swordsmanship. Like the famous master, Mecheles feared no enemy and fought like no other in his company. He could hold his own against a group of enemies blindfolded. The warrior's aura was powerful.
His friends knew as little about the stray as anyone else. He was a loner, a master of himself. He spoke little about his past, as if he wanted to keep that part of his life to himself. A mysterious figure, quite frightening even to his friends. He could glare so fiercely that one could immediately tell his mood. No one messed with him or argued with him. He was the leader of the group, and that was all. He was considered a brilliant strategist. That was enough. He came from nowhere and recruited people. Even his name remained a mystery, which is why they called him the stray.

The bedroom door opened quietly, confidently, quickly. The newly installed hinges made no sound. Teiler knew how to proceed in such a situation. He was supposed to enter quietly and unnoticed. And so he did. He glanced around the room, golden, full of splendor, paintings, and works of art. His gaze, however, fell on the beautiful bed covered in exquisite velvet. The king must have been panting beneath it. He left so quickly that he left no trace in the form of prints or sounds. He took his designated place before the stairs, and three men thirsting for the king's blood entered the ruler's chamber. Their eyes were filled with fear and vengeance.
The stray nodded. Tobian must have known the significance of this gesture, because a moment later he drew a long, thin dagger from his belt. Mecheles pulled out something resembling a black vial and handed it to the thug. Without a moment's pause, the man opened the container and carefully inserted the tip of the blade. When he removed it, a small black stain was visible on the tip. Poison. This was how they planned to kill the king. Without slitting his throat, he would die in his sleep, without any pain. The deadly venom of the Zambardian viper, on the blade of a knife, was supposed to cause convulsions, vomiting, and agony in excruciating agony. The conspirators were certain of his death. There was no known antidote for this venom.
Tobian, despite his great height and awkward figure, approached the bed nimbly and silently. He glanced at the gently rippling fabric. It rose in the air, then fell to the rhythm of the ruler's breathing. The giant smiled, twisted his lips in a wicked way, and raised his hand. The blade flashed, then with great fury, it descended toward the sleeping man...
It was like a dream come true. The knife lodged itself in the fabric enveloping the sleeping figure. After such a confident, powerful blow, the body would quickly absorb the deadly venom. The king would no longer live, and this realization sparked excitement, joy, but not one expressed by his friends. Everyone rejoiced internally, refusing to let it out. They were aware that the sudden, emotional outburst of joy could lead to disaster...
But something was wrong. Tobian still held the hilt hidden beneath the pulsing cover. He couldn't remove the blade, as if something were blocking it, holding it, and wouldn't let go. So he yanked with all his might, surprising the other two, and almost landed on the floor, thrown by the centrifugal force. He maintained his balance, threw the knife aside, and drew his saber.
"What are you doing?" Mecheles asked, alarmed. "What are you doing?"
Tobian ignored the words and broke into a sweat. He flexed the wrist that had previously held the knife. At that moment, the blanket rose into the air, as if pushed from below by someone's will. A sitting figure emerged. The cloth covered it in such a way that it resembled a ghost, the kind children disguise themselves as to scare someone. The blanket slid open, and to the conspirators' astonishment, it wasn't the king, but... Belrogen.
"Damn it, where's the king?" the stray shouted.
With those words, Teiler ran into the room, as if summoned by a sound of alarm. Everyone in the hall was astonished, unable to believe their eyes. Their intricate plan was ruined. Instead of a ruler, they encountered the praetor of the main army, the master of the king's sons in the art of weapons, Belrogen himself.
"Gentlemen, what terrified you so? Wait, were you expecting someone else?" the young man stood up and brushed his blond hair behind his ears. From behind their shoulders appeared the hilts of two swords, strapped diagonally to their backs by a leather belt.
No one answered. The anxiety grew, becoming more pronounced, especially in Tobian, who barely even formed an attack.
"Easy," the stray reassured. "He's beyond your strength."
"What?" the bruiser snapped. "If you don't do something, I'll slaughter him myself, without anyone's help."
The young man laughed. The other two drew their weapons. The metal blades of their swords flashed in the air. The stray waited, making no move, not even drawing his knife, as if paralyzed, waiting for the situation to unfold.
The spectacle didn't last long, as the guards burst through the door. Armed, alert, ready for battle. The king walked proudly and calmly down the hall, right behind the officers. He wasn't in a hurry. He looked pleased, and with that same expression of victory, he entered the room.
"The birds have fallen into our trap," he said, amused.
The conspirators lowered their weapons, feeling helpless. They ignored fear, for in their profession it led to ruin. They couldn't bear the thought of being experienced killers, falling into such an ambush. The amused soldiers' faces made them aware of their humiliation. Now, in the damp dungeons of a prison, death awaited them. They had been taken prisoner from which there was no escape...

"Shackle them?" a mustachioed soldier, his helmet perched crookedly on his head, turned toward the monarch.
He raised a hand to restrain the guards. He wanted to savor the triumph and look the stranger straight in the eyes, to read the fear there. But he saw nothing there. The man's blue eyes seemed to mask all emotion, to suppress his bitterness.
"You've escaped us so many times. You've evaded the guards, you've killed, you've robbed. I've been pondering this for a month. How could a typical villain like you be so clever? Did you have an accomplice?
He didn't answer. Head bowed, he waited for the shackles to creak on his hands. Then he would feel relief. His companions and accomplices were disappointed. Their leader's plan had failed. They would all die.
"We could stand like this for hours, and they still wouldn't tell us anything," Belrogen said impatiently.
"Yes, yes," the king mused. "There's no point in waiting for morning. They're to be hanged tomorrow, so let them rest in the dungeon. There, they'll come to their senses when rats as big as cats start gnawing on their bodies." He turned to the soldiers. They roared with laughter...
A moment was enough to seize the opportunity. The mustachioed soldier with the crooked helmet, who had been whinnying the loudest, was drenched in blood. The blow landed diagonally on his head. The severed ear, along with half of his face, detached itself from the rest of his body and slid to the ground. A widening pool of thick blood formed. The surprised king stopped laughing, looked ahead, and immediately blood spurted across his face – from another victim. He suddenly rubbed his eyes and saw the stray mutilating another guard. Even Belrogen didn't react. The desperate man wanted to carve his way free with his sword, break through the line of guards, and escape.
The rest of the conspirators didn't remain idle either. They took up arms to aid their leader.
A clatter, a scream, a panic. The guards fell quickly and silently. Without a whimper. Red liquid sprayed everywhere. The stray rampaged with his sword in hand, striking with such precision that the hand of a true master was evident.
A swing and a single attack was enough. No cover, dodge, or parry was enough to resist such a powerful attack, which he presented to the terrified Tobian guard. The mighty bruiser commanded respect in action.
The others were no less impressive. Mecheles' swift cuts finished off the enemy. Teiler also killed effectively...
"Are you mad, Belrogen? Why are you just standing there? Fight!" the king shouted, panicked, trying to escape through the corpse-blocked exit.
The commander of the Praetorian Guard watched the carnage with interest. When the king managed to break through the collapsed passage and began urging the men from the hall into battle, he slowly reached behind his neck to draw his saber. He didn't need one, the other.
No one heard the hiss of the weapon being drawn from its sheath. The young man grew serious and spotted the weakest victim. A light flashed, bright and warm, but unpleasant against the skin. Belrogen attacked. Everyone felt fear. The brightness emanating from the young man's body was paralyzing in its glow. Teiler was the first to turn toward him, shielding himself with his weapon... but he couldn't. The saber was embedded in his flesh. Up close, it looked like a sword, with a slightly curved blade. It pierced painfully, causing internal bleeding. Teiler looked despairingly into the attacker's cold eyes.
"But how, how is it possible? So quickly..." he stammered. Thanks to Belrogen, the weapon sank deeper. A groan, fear... Teiler closed his eyes, he was dead...
"So, gentlemen?" Belrogen's wicked smile appeared on his face. "Don't you think this fight is too much?"
No one spoke; Teiler's body, covered in a pool of blood, lay limp on the ground. They had almost dug through the guards' barrier, freedom was close, but a new enemy had emerged, one that wouldn't be so easy to defeat. "
I thought your friend would put up a stronger defense against me. But oh well... what can you expect from mediocrities like you?" The young man quickly holstered his weapon; he probably wouldn't need it anymore.
"Damn you," the stray grimaced, "we agreed otherwise!"
"Hahaha, you're talking about a plot against the king? That I was supposed to help you with it?"
The leader wiped his sweaty forehead with his hand. His intricate plan, hidden from the world and even his closest friends, had fallen apart.
"No good," he thought, "he's a traitor! But well, that was to be expected..."
The stray lowered his weapon, as if resignedly waiting for his friends' reaction.
"What are you doing?" Tobian exclaimed indignantly. "Just because Teiler is dead doesn't mean defeat. Grab your weapon and fight!"
"Calm down, he's too strong, even for you. I counted on him, and now he's failed me, the damned traitor.
" "What? You underestimate me, don't you?"
The bruiser raised his sword and, with a roar, lunged at the young man. The man ignored the attack. He raised his hand, palm open, high above his neck, then clenched it. The bruiser suddenly, as if collided with an invisible wall, lowered his sword. He clutched his throat, gasping for breath, as if something were choking him. He fell to one knee, didn't last long, and a moment later was writhing on his back in pain. He turned red, he was exhaling, and the more the young man clenched his fist, the greater the darkness obscured his eyes.
"Leave him, Belrogen," shouted the king, who had forced his way back to the throne room through the ranks of survivors and astonished soldiers. "Don't forget, we need them alive, not dead. We already have one corpse, I don't want any more!"
The grip loosened, and the bruiser caught his breath.
"Damn it, I thought I was finished!" He stood up with great difficulty and looked at the young man with disgust.
"Damn you," the wanderer said, "you wanted to fight me, fine, I agree! But leave the rest alone. Besides, if I win, you know nothing can save the king, don't you?"
"You can do anything with the king. I don't care. I've been waiting for you for months and I won't miss this opportunity. I know you haven't shown even a fraction of your power, I'm counting on you to do it now.
" "What are you talking about?" the monarch asked, concerned. "That's not what we agreed on!"
"Shut up, you old fool, I only care about him!"
Tobian looked at the leader in disbelief.
"Are you sure you know what you're doing? You don't stand a chance against him. He's not a man, he's a demon!"
"Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. You don't know everything about me, and I'll try to deal with this demon, as you call him, once and for all. It's up to me to put him to death." "
You have a great sense of humor," the young man said, and laughed cruelly. "Do you think you can defeat me, you vagabond? Or rather, Tunibis!
" He said nothing, just reached for his dropped sword...
The courtyard was deserted, quiet, and dark. Even the light of the large moon failed to illuminate all its corners. The torches on the towers had gone out, no light came from the windows, and the city was frozen in darkness.
The fair-haired youth stood just by the entrance. He leaned his back against the warm wall, calm, confident. He kept his eyes closed, gently thinned his hair, adjusted the belt that held his sword diagonally, and muttered something.
"The darkness doesn't bother you, maybe make it brighter?" He opened his eyes and looked toward the left gallery. From there came the sound of footsteps, growing louder and louder. After a few steps from the depths of the night, he heard a clang, then silence, dull and long. "
What are you waiting for? Show yourself. I know you're there. I see everything you do. "
A moment of peace, concern, and then the voice of a stranger rang out.
"There's no denying it, you're hard to surprise, Belrogen." He stopped, right by the well in the center of the square, and concentrated on the outline of the barely visible figure.
The young man closed his eyes again, adjusted his back so he could lean as comfortably as possible against the courtyard wall.
"Yes, indeed. You know perfectly well you stand no chance against me. I surpass you in every respect, and yet you dared to fight." I admire your courage.
"Don't be so confident, you haven't yet experienced my full strength. An unpleasant surprise awaits you.
" "Really? I saw you fight back then... during the riots in the capital. And you think you can oppose me? You're an ordinary warrior, maybe a little better than those mediocrities of yours trained in a self-proclaimed army. I'm above all that, I can do more than you can even imagine.
" "Really?"
"Yes, as a warrior I have my honor, I know what I'm talking about, I never lie in matters of combat. I've never met anyone who would oppose me. That's why I was so eager to meet you after you beat Delrages. And he was the best, so they said..., but after what I saw in the capital, and today..., I have doubts whether it's worth staining my hands with your blood?"
His eyes slowly adjusted to the darkness, and both silhouettes were becoming visible. The stray stood calmly, making no unnecessary movements, probably waiting for a favorable opportunity.
"Are you talking about honor?" The one who killed mothers and children in cold blood?
Belrogen grew serious, smoothed his hair once more, and looked at his interlocutor so that his blue eyes turned into a sea of ​​scorching hatred.
"Yes, it's true what you say." He stopped leaning against the wall and straightened his clothes. "I killed women and children. I murdered everything that moved, and it doesn't run up a tree. The same will happen to you. You just have to be patient, Tunibis."
However, Tunibis, ignoring his words, drew his sword with a confident movement. He looked intently at the blade as if it were his last hope.
"Do you think you can defeat me with this?" He unhooked his belt, which fell to the ground along with the weapon. "I won't fight with iron! See how much advantage you have? Try, attack, maybe you'll succeed, but I warn you, no one has ever defeated me!"
The stray waited patiently for this moment. He knew his opponent would want to show his superiority and abandon his weapon. But he didn't know one thing...
A moment was enough for the courtyard to be enveloped in light, a spark, a flash...
Belrogen was speechless as the stray suddenly appeared before his eyes, like a ghost, blurred by the light of a mysterious brightness. He was just above his head, preparing for a powerful swing, the sword, as if embedded in gold, radiating inexhaustible power. The hatred in the young man's eyes turned to fear and dread; the blade of fate was already reaching his shoulder.
A powerful whistle and the crunch of breaking stone echoed through the courtyard. The stray was struck in the forehead by a splinter of wall, but he didn't care. He looked around; there was no prey; he must have dodged it somehow, managed to escape like a lamb from a wolf's attack.
"Damn it, where is he?" the thought flashed briefly.
He jerked his arm and tore the weapon from the rock. He raised his hands, howled as if in triumph, carried away by rage... he sensed, he knew where he had fled, not for long...
The stray was enveloped in light, brighter than before; the ground trembled as if something large had collided with it. He once again charged at his defenseless prey. It was just beyond the cloister, hidden behind one of the columns in the darkest corner.
Driving like the wind, he collided with a pillar. A thunderclap echoed through the entire space. Another victim of the attack, the column collapsed in ruins. The young man, terrified, could only see in the ever-brightening light the bloody eyes of the stray, who this time blocked his path and refused to let him escape. But once again, the victim tore itself free from the lion's jaws. Once again, it vanished so suddenly that the bloodthirsty attacker could only see the whoosh of a fleeing figure.
"Where to?" he roared, clenching his fist, and with a sudden blow, he struck forward. He found only air, but after a moment, as if struck by a brass battering ram, the young man flew with all his might into the courtyard wall. Bricks buried him...
Finally, the silence, the brightness emanating from the stray's body ceased, and darkness enveloped the courtyard once more.
The sound of uneven footsteps drew ever closer to the place where the victim lay beneath a layer of smoking rubble. Tunibis sheathed his sword, muttered under his breath, and approached. He couldn't see the enemy, couldn't feel his breathing or heartbeat. He blocked the path with piles of bricks. He looked at them boldly, seeming confident...
He slowly climbed the collapsed wall. He looked around, adjusted his belt with a movement of his arm, crouched, and began to shovel away the stones, one by one. The pile turned out to be smaller than he had expected, so after a moment, he touched the ground. The body was gone. He rolled aside the largest stone—perhaps there? No—a deadly thought flashed through his mind like an arrow. He raised his head, a dangerous message reaching his senses. His pupils, staring at the gaping hole, suddenly dilated—he heard the dangerous whistle of a flying blade.
He was struck in the shoulder, howled in pain, and the impact knocked him flat on his left shoulder. Instantly, despite the wound, he rolled onto his back. He was in time, this time parrying the blow—his right hand, holding the sword, unwounded, formed a defensive posture.
The young man had launched a counteroffensive. As the stray was digging through the rubble, the man grabbed the weapon he had dropped earlier and then attacked. He fell suddenly, from behind. He rolled across the courtyard like an avalanche hurtling towards his fate, took a swing, but the enemy managed to defend himself.
The stray lay there, having already parried one blow, but the young man, carried away by a fury of anger, as if possessed by a demonic force, fell into a rage. This time, it was his scream that pierced the area, and a gale of wind erupted around him, like a whirlwind that destroyed everything. Tunibis only managed to shield himself from the fierce wind, but he lacked the strength to resist such force, and flew off to the side.
The young man, however, continued his concert, which would have impressed any warrior. A bright glow joined the whirlwind, illuminating the area. It expanded with the intensity of the scream, burning everything, glowing and inspiring terror. Then, like lightning after a summer storm, lightning burst into the circle of death. A stray noticed them, regained his composure under the cloister, and cursed. He saw a figure, not human, not divine, but one he had never seen before. The young man's face changed beyond recognition, taking on a more mature shape, and his eyes... looked like boiling blood, full of evil and hatred.
The young man's body was covered with a mass of muscles that tore through his clothes, revealing the figure of a hero. Only his long, blond hair remained as before.
Belrogen calmed down after a moment, panted heavily, and turned toward his enemy. He drew an arc in the air with his blade, gripped the hilt tightly, and began to approach the paralyzed victim.
"I didn't think... how... how was I supposed to know you'd sold your soul to the devil?" the voice sounded like the growl of death. The young man was getting closer and closer.
Tunibis, wounded and dazed, stood up, clutching his left shoulder, from which blood was gushing. He looked at the sword lying at his feet, bloody and dirty; it seemed he no longer found hope in it.
"It's true," he said with difficulty, "you're not the only one who knows the devil's tricks."
"Surely you still don't think that despite such power, you can defeat me? I sold my soul to Lucifer himself, and he doesn't negotiate with just anyone. And you, I presume from your abilities, sold yourself to a lowly devil... who was looking for a naive victim."
The stray noticed that the enemy was already dangerously close to striking again. He began to retreat along the columns, slowly, but still firmly on his feet. He couldn't believe the attacker's eyes could be so filled with evil, so much so that he could feel the malevolent energy emanating from them.
The first thing he heard was the scrape of steel striking the ground. He lost concentration, sharpened his senses, but he didn't see the young man; only a streak of distorted air swirled before him. The sword lay on the ground, abandoned and defenseless without its owner. Again that thought, again fear pierced his mind. Something reached his senses, but he didn't know what it was; only after a moment did he understand.
The blade, on the side where the blood was leaking from his arm, cracked. A terrible pain shot through him. He couldn't turn; it was too late. He remembered little of it, only the crack of crushing bones as his body collided with the stern wall. Behind him, he lost consciousness, another thought bursting into his shattered mind.
"Damn, he caught me from behind." A moment later, he saw nothing but untamed blackness, completely losing his mind.
Belrogen, in his inhuman form, stared at the victim for a while longer. He only stopped when he heard a few claps from the palace balcony.
"Is he alive?" the king asked.
"Yes, he's still breathing, but soon... he'll die with the blood flowing out of him.
" "Aha," the king mused, "all the better for him. I don't know if he could bear torture?" He thought for a moment and turned toward the palace passage. "Aha, one more thing. Don't let him miraculously come to life. I don't want that. Best... finish him off on the spot, and I'll deal with the prisoners personally.
" "I'll do as you wish, my lord!" he drawled quietly.
The king disappeared into the building. The young man returned to his former self—he looked like a handsome boy again. He approached the dying stray and stepped into the pools of blood that had soaked his boots.
After a moment, however, the dying victim raised a hand, his bloody fingers touching the leather lining. The victor didn't even react, just watched and savored the sight.
A gurgle, a moan, and a quiet cough. The last signs of life escaped the stray's mouth. He wanted to reach even higher, but he no longer had the strength.
"Will you do me one last favor?" His words were barely audible, muffled by pain.
"What would you like?"
"Could you hand me the sword? I want to die with dignity, not like a defenseless animal."
The young man smiled, no longer resembling a ruthless beast in human skin.
He reached for the sword, and as if drawn by a magnetic force, it moved to his side.
"Well, I can still do this for you." He leaned down to place the weapon next to the dying man.
The stray managed to summon up one last dose of energy. Unexpectedly, he grabbed the young man's wrist and clenched it with all his might. The young man looked into his eyes, covered with vengeance, and saw a seed of hope slowly beginning to sprout.
"Do you think this is the end?" You're mistaken, my dear..." whispered Tunibis.
"What..." He didn't get to finish. He realized something was wrong. He began to lose strength, his wrist heated up as if it had been immersed in a cauldron of boiling water. Terror, ignorance, fear. After a moment, everything stopped.
Belrogen felt his collarbone broken, his back lacerated, blood trickling down his cheek from the huge hole in his arm. He couldn't speak. He only saw his body, young and strong, smiling at him sarcastically. He heard a voice.
"You see, just because I sold my soul to a lowly devil doesn't make me weak. Besides power, I also received a certain gift, the ability to leave my own body and move into another. So now I'm in your body, and you're in mine. And I have bad news for you. Soon you'll bleed out, and you'll spend all eternity repaying your debt to Lucifer."
The young man tried to move, rage pulsing within him to its limits, but his body was too weak. After a moment, he stopped moving, like a defenseless fish washed up on the shore of a lake. He closed his eyes, unable to do anything. He had allowed himself to be approached in such a childish manner.
He only heard the victor's receding voice.
"So the king will die after all. I won this fight, dear Belrogen.
" "We will meet in hell," he thought, then lost consciousness.

He.She.I.



Every day, for over sixty years, she has gotten up a few minutes after four in the morning. And what did that get her? She's been alone for three years. He died holding her hand with one hand, and the hand of the Inevitable Lady Death with the other. And He? Who was He to her? Maybe she loved Him. Loved Him for the Home he helped her create. That room with a kitchen, without a bathroom. That warm bread every day that He baked with impeccable care. Those four, now adults, babies. That black beret—a classic, matching everything. For an afternoon Sunday walk. For the little one's christening. For a quick run down the path after the departing postman. Or even for His own funeral. Or maybe She didn't love Him. Maybe She loved all those things, the things connected with Him. Or maybe I don't understand anything and shouldn't.
I try to understand.
Every day, a few minutes before 8 p.m., they fell asleep in the bed He made himself. So small that I wouldn't be comfortable in it myself. A few minutes after four, their eyes fixed on the white, crookedly painted ceiling. And the anticipation of which of them would be the first to say, "Enough of this sleeping." He would be the first to rise from bed. She followed him. Tea, breakfast, silence. As time passed, only tea, medicine, silence. They left the house. The animals called for food. She fed them, talked to them. He fed them, talked to them. A small tractor with a trailer arrived, taking several bottles of milk that she had prepared for pickup yesterday in that black beret. He walked.
She watched him. He knew perfectly well, felt her watching, so he straightened his back and walked, arms spread wide, walking briskly to feel as little of her gaze as possible on his back, shoulders, the top of his head. He was gone. He would be back. Maybe for dinner. Yes, he was almost sixty, so he would be back for dinner. But soon, as soon as he turned seventy, he would be back for dinner. She was seventeen when she met Him. He was a man in his late twenties. They had the same surnames. Her father gave them a plot of land with a tiny house where they could die. A house with four windows. Three tables. Two sofa beds. One stove. One wardrobe. With one door. Every year I spend a few days with her. We are absent then, even from each other. And almost the same daily routine. Except that for several years now, I have been taking His place. She doesn't know this. She
doesn't suspect that for those few days, I am Him. She wants to be Him and find something. Perhaps understand. Find their meaning in her own way. And who cares?
Me.

Yesterday's thoughtsOn my face, a traceof your yesterday's thoughts.



In one of Macke's paintings, you can see four people leaning over a bridge. Actually, you can see exactly three. Although not two. A woman in a red skirt, white blouse, a red hat probably covering gray hair, though dyed purple.
And a man. This one has blue pants, a black jacket, and also a black hat. The
other two figures complement each other – one of them is shown from the waist down, the other from the waist up (also wearing a hat; he's probably a Jew, I think, looking at that hat, so rounded, so pretty). You can still see a boat somewhere in the distance. But it doesn't fit my interpretation of the painting. Because I see these Four People, Three, or rather Two, leaning over the bridge, looking down the river (because it's a bridge over a river) and wondering why I, so young, with so many possibilities in life, why I jumped off that bridge into that filthy river. So, aesthetically speaking, this boat really doesn't fit here. The one in the Red Skirt with the Fake Hair leans carefully, not too deeply, not wanting to look too long, too intensely, just looking – a moment of reflection, and then she returns to herself. But my dear, that only seems so to you. You don't return to yourself because you're gone. You're like spring-summer dandelions in a meadow, which only form a unique whole in calm weather. Just a slight gust, and each one, even the most resilient, scatters to all directions, disappearing in a few seconds, forever. And you know well what your wind is – every breath you take, a moment of silence that forces you to consider what you will become, or the time when the sun blinds you so intensely that you have to stop for a moment, put your hands to your eyes, and stand there for a moment, in the glaring darkness. I know how you feel then, though maybe it only seems so to me, but I know your thoughts perfectly. And that momentary panic that grips you, that something always begins only to end, that you're so damn lonely, even though sometimes you manage to fuck him several times a day, sometimes he'll even look you in the eye, and then I know, you're deluding yourself, ha, you even feel like you actually mean something to him. And you know what else I know? That sometimes you cry when you shower, because for some unexplained reason, it's in the bathroom that your greatest fear of ending yourself hits. I don't know if that's pathetic or terrifying. And should I strike a wry smile now, or perhaps a look of terror, like the one
you saw in the bathroom? It didn't even hurt. Really. I just stepped onto that railing you were leaning against.
Now you're resisting and—squelch—into the water. I had to put my hands in my pockets, though, because they were shaking a bit, and it was making me nervous. I was only afraid of one thing: that I'd chicken out. That I'd jump off that railing, not towards the river, but onto the bridge. That I'd go home, make up a story called "where were you?" I'd eat dinner. I'd take a shower. And fall asleep. And tomorrow I'd cross that bridge again, first to work, then back. And that I wouldn't make it. Because believe me, I could endure anything in life, but not this constant fear. I won't say it's easier or calmer now. It's not. But go. Don't stare at that river; it doesn't do any good. The sky in this painting is green. Like grass among dandelions

Sweet Temptation (Part 3)

How could he? How could he treat me like that...? I'd never given him reason to be jealous, I'd never cheated on him, and now, at th...