niedziela, 18 października 2026

Paulina

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She was roused from her reverie by the sound of the door being violently opened and footsteps in the hallway. A moment later, Leszek entered the room. Without a word, he placed half a liter of "Bols Boat" and juice on the table, then opened the bar, probably to look for glasses.
"Something wrong?" she asked timidly.
Leszek merely grunted, placing the glass on the table. Paulina stood and embraced the boy. He seemed oblivious to her gesture. With visible frustration, he poured himself a shot of vodka.
"You're hindering my movements," he growled with reluctance, then downed his first shot. Paulina already knew not to cross him tonight. Quietly, practically on tiptoe, she slipped into the bedroom and lay down on the bed. She already knew the scenario for tonight... now she was just waiting for it to be played out.

They had met five years earlier. Paulina N. and Leszek K. She was a young, ambitious girl of just 19, and he was a 24-year-old unemployed man with only a partial secondary education.
They first met during one of the spring open-air concerts their city hosted. A drunken man began making advances on Paulina, who had briefly separated from her friends. Just then, Leszek appeared. In a firm tone, he told the intruder to leave Paulina alone, or misfortune would befall him. The intruder meekly walked away, practically bowing to Paulina and Leszek in apologetic gestures. That was the beginning of their relationship. Leszek greatly impressed Paulina with his determination and physical prowess, and also, as it later turned out, his romantic spirit. During that concert, they spent a solid five hours together, after which Leszek walked Paulina home. They exchanged phone numbers… That's how it all began.

Now, five years later, the girl has long regretted that evening. Her family, who never accepted Leszek, cut off all contact with her as soon as Paulina moved in with him. For the first two years after they moved in with Leszek's mother (and three years after they began dating), things were quite good. Although Leszek changed jobs frequently, their income was somehow sufficient to support them, as Leszek's mother paid all the rent. However, two years later, her mother died, leaving them only her apartment. Now, as money began to flow through their fingers, poverty loomed before them. This situation lasted for several months. One day, Leszek returned home happy and waved a roll of banknotes in Paulina's face. "Our troubles are over!" he would shout excitedly. It turned out that Leszek had started dealing drugs. At first, she wasn't particularly interested in her boyfriend's new occupation, but later it began to bother her – Leszek, after a hard day of dealing, when his business wasn't going well, started drinking. Gradually, he became a different person. He drank because the business was bad, he drank because the police were constantly raiding dealers, he drank because… he drank. His optimism, his romanticism, vanished. He became withdrawn, grumpy. But when he drank… "Why, you slut, can't you find a job?! Do you think I'll fucking support you forever?!" He would shout often, in a fit of anger… Later, of course, he apologized profusely, promising to do better… but nothing changed. Paulina repeatedly wanted to return to her family, but she knew full well that she had long since been discharged…

She was already half asleep when the bedroom door slowly opened. The light switch clicked softly, and a sudden brightness momentarily blinded Paulina. When her eyes adjusted to the light, she saw Leszek standing in the doorway, looking at her suspiciously.
"Are you avoiding me!?" His hateful voice seemed louder to Paulina than it actually was. She didn't answer, so Leszek repeated the question…. Silence again.
"I knew it, you whore! You don't love me anymore! I'll show you how much you're worth to me!" Leszek growled through his teeth, then moved toward her. Paulina simply closed her eyes. From the moment Leszek took his first drink, she knew how the evening would end.
A moment later, she felt his breath on her face. He reeked of nicotine and overcooked alcohol… mostly alcohol.
"You wanted love, so you'll have it..." he whispered in her ear. At that same moment, she felt Leszek's touch on her thigh. His hand slowly moved higher and higher, towards her crotch. Paulina gritted her teeth, trying to keep a straight face. Meanwhile, Leszek had already begun to pull her skirt down. Paulina didn't even resist... she knew that whatever was going to happen now was simply inevitable...
Meanwhile, Leszek had just finished with the skirt and with a violent movement, practically ripped Paulina's panties off. "Oh God, oh God, oh God..." Paulina repeated in her mind. With all her heart, she wished for this nightmare to be over, for it to be over. She felt Leszek's touch on her thighs again, this time parting her legs. She opened her eyes for a moment and saw him above her. His wild, almost inhuman eyes stared at her labia with clear pleasure, as if wanting to devour them. His swollen, bloodshot member seemed to throb as if it were about to explode. His dry lips whispered one word over and over again… "…love, love, love…" Suddenly, Leszek violently collapsed on Paulina, his weight practically crushing her into the bed. She closed her eyes again. Leszek's hands tightened painfully on her buttocks, and then she felt a terrible burning sensation in her vagina. His member seemed to burst her, tearing her apart from the inside. Forward, backward, forward, backward. Each one a hundred times more painful than the last. And that whisper… "…love, whore, love, whore…" – two words Leszek repeated like a mantra. She knew she couldn't scream. Every word she uttered now threatened to be beaten. Every resistance, every movement… she had been through this too many times.
After a moment, Leszek released her buttocks, raised himself slightly, and began tearing at her shirt with his right hand, holding himself in place with his left.
"He'll come home tomorrow with a new shirt as an apology gift," the thought flashed through her mind. Yes... Paulina had been through this too many times...
Leszek ripped his shirt and began kneading Paulina's breasts, not stopping his fucking. Usually, at this moment, Paulina would think of nothing, focusing all her attention on the pain and that strange feeling of "dirtyness." This time, however, was different. For some reason, Paulina opened her eyes and, gazing at Leszek rhythmically moving above her, thought about how he used to be. She recalled the beginning of their acquaintance, their romantic walks, their first kisses. The entire situation Paulina was in now slowly began to lose its reality, replaced by a world of memories. The silhouette of Leszek raping her began to gently blur and merge with the ceiling. The light of the lit lamp, from yellow, gradually faded to a glowing white, softly enveloping Paulina from all sides. The pain and suffering vanished, replaced by a pleasant, soothing warmth. And then... just as Paulina felt almost happy in this strange state, the end came. The light suddenly went out, the warmth vanished. Paulina was enveloped in darkness, and that was how it remained.
A few hours after the rape, with Leszek sleeping next to her, Paulina bled to death…

Life is beautiful...



Part 1

My eyelids droop like weights weighing hundreds of tons. I feel shattered, strangely tired, my legs ache.
This is how my day begins. A splash of icy water brings me to my feet. A terrifying glance in the mirror, searching for a new day. Bite after bite of the sandwich that feels like salvation. And my race to the bus stop begins. Music gently caresses my mind in my ears. My beloved reggae, which gives me strength. "Rasta trance, reggae danse..." And so on. I reach the bus stop after a few minutes of running, realizing that my long-awaited bus has just departed. I approach the door. I wave my arms, begging the driver to let me on. I feel like a homeless person begging for a slice of bread in front of a church. I wait to see if the visitor will prove to be a merciful traffic ruler or an insolent boor. A man gestures at the departing cars in front of the bus, trying to tell me I'm worthless. I didn't make it, I've wasted my life. "Rasta, that's what it means to be free..." Race number two begins. To the next stop. I run past people like bars on a treadmill. I get hit in the stomach with an umbrella, but it doesn't matter to me at that moment. I finally reach my goal. I look at a young guy glancing back at a shapely teenager, a woman in her thirties taking a drag on a cigarette—her daily bread—and a man in his fifties nervously checking his watch. Already three minutes late. 180 seconds. Everyone's waiting for their ride. I feel like an animal in the forest. A handful of strangers waiting for the exact same thing—the coveted bus, route 185. No one speaks to anyone, no one reacts to anyone else, no one attempts conversation.
Finally, our long-awaited vehicle, like a sun king, arrives. It stops, and the driver graciously opens all the doors with a button. Another fight begins—this time for seats. Right from the start, I'm trampled. People rush onto the seats at terrifying speed. I don't even have the strength to fight. I calmly take a seat by the window, gripping the armrest with my hand. I long for at least a little sleep. I close my eyes and surrender to the music. We're off. That's good.
A moment later, I start to feel someone's breath on my neck. My eyelids lift with immense difficulty. I don't want to, but I have to. I turn around, looking at the guy who owns the breath. It's some old man who, seeing my gaze, doesn't make even the slightest move. I can read from his expression, "Give it a rest, buddy. I'll be standing here anyway." I return to my position, trying to close my eyes again. I give in to daydreaming. I'm starting to feel some relief when suddenly my grandfather pushes me forward. A look of despair crosses my face. I turn again, hoping the man will do something. He's still scowling at me, growing increasingly grumpy. I have to fight. I won't give in. I was here first. I'll defend this place like a lioness defends her cubs.
Suddenly, my grandfather grabs the railing with his hand, touching my head. I turn around quickly, but all I see is the man's profile. My grandfather turns his head, probably not wanting to hear my complaints. I patiently wait for him to look my way again. I'm already tired. The wait isn't helping. I tilt my head and spend the rest of the ride to school in this position. Thinking nothing strange will happen to me, I close my eyes. An uncomfortable position—oh well. Standing—well, it could be worse. Suddenly, I feel my grandfather start to push me away with his shoulders. I duck. He touches me from behind with his genitals. I feel a gag reflex and immediately turn a little to the right. He does too, not giving up his "touching." I run away again. Him, me. Him, me. Him, me. He's a faggot! I can't take it anymore. I take off my headphones and look at him. At the same moment, a woman who's just getting out of the car elbows me. I clutch my face, feeling the pain. "Rasta trance..." Of course. And then there's the traffic jam. Sweat is beading on my forehead. I'm completely stuck. This isn't how I imagined my trip to the shack would be. The driver stops at each stop. More and more people arrive. "There's almost no room, but whatever. I'm not waiting for the next one. I'll get on this one. I'll squeeze in somehow." Incredibly crowded. Legs pressed together, hands pressed together. I feel like the canned sardine has it better than me.
It's starting to feel loose, I'm hoping for a moment of rest. No! This is my stop!
I start to move toward the door. I say, or rather shout, "Excuse me." People struggle to get out. I practically climb out of a tank and reach the light at the end of the tunnel. Totally exhausted and sweaty, I arrive at the stop. The bus pulls away, and I head toward school. Almost eight o'clock. The very beginning of the day. And I'm more tired than some after a long day of work. Worse still, the same thing awaits me in the other direction in a few hours. But life is beautiful... "Rasta trance, reggae dance." I reach the light. It's turning red right in front of me. Awesome. I smile, knowing nothing bad will happen today. Life is beautiful, after all.

Conversation



"Hello, hello?
" "Hi.
" "Oh, it's you again...
" "Listen, I have something for you. How can I put this... Get some people from me, huh?
" "No, how long can we go on about this? I thought we'd already reached some conclusions...
" "Yes, we talked about it, but...
" "Look, I understand you never keep your word and always want something from me, but this time you've gone too far. How many times do I have to refer to our agreement?
" "Agreement is an agreement, but there really have been a ton of them here lately. They've had another damn war, and a batch of two hundred thousand people have died.
" "Stop whining, you wanted it yourself. I take people like that, you take people like that.
" "Yes, yes. But there's nowhere left to go around here. Every month so many murderers, rapists, thieves, and other riffraff come here that it's sickening.
" "So what if you have too many already? You know I don't care." We both have to serve them all, whether we want to or not.
"They could at least stop reproducing...
" "What can I do if they keep reproducing? Your job is to send illnesses and misfortunes to the monks, mine is to heal them.
" "Yes, you're smart, but if you had deficiencies, who did you send, smartass? No descendants were in the deal either!
" "Don't keep bringing up that Christ thing! I got caught! It can happen to anyone. And besides, ever since then, I've been taking people who aren't entirely pure."
"Sure! You always find some lame excuse. Oh, wait, maybe we could send some to purgatory?
" "Purgatory! Purgatory is only a temporary solution. Besides, they're going to me from there anyway, so what are we even talking about?
" "Stop pissing me off!! I can't take everyone! You should be happy I'm taking the worst quality stuff. If it weren't for me, I wonder what you'd do with the part I'm getting!" They used to be bearable, but now you can drive yourself crazy. They steal everything, nothing is sacred. If they could, they'd even steal my tail. At least take some of the souls from that war in Europe. I know they sometimes set things on fire or raped someone, but they fought honorably...
- I can't!! They don't meet the conditions!! How much damn money do you have? If this keeps up, I'll end up with you too.
- And how long do I have to explain that I'm overbooked!!!
- Overbooked? I told you from the very beginning that being in charge isn't that easy. You screwed up, you failed. Be glad you're at least the boss down there. But, by the way, you must be doing a lousy job if you're calling me, huh?
- Get off my back, I can't...
- Ha, ha, ha! I got you! If I'm supposed to piss off, I'm done, bye.
- WAIT!!!! Wait...
- What? Anything else?
"You know, I have an idea... Listen. We'll do it like we did with Hitler and Stalin. Some idiot will come along and wipe out half the world if he gets to power, right?
" "You want a pogrom again? And what good is it to have even more people willing to join us? Wait a minute, I think I get it. If it's supposed to be a pogrom, you mean innocent people are supposed to die, right?
" "Well... That would work.
" "So this whole dead rabble will just flock to me?! Oh, things aren't so good.
" "You have tons of free seats! You'll take a measly million and...
" "A million? What am I going to do with a million souls? Let's say a hundred thousand.
" "How much?! A hundred thousand?
" "Yes, a hundred, not a single one more. You'd be better off inventing some disease to stop them from multiplying like that, not some pogrom.
" "Listen, that's the solution!
" "Will you think about it?
" "I'll think about it, but what good is that to me if you'll be giving them a cure in a year anyway."
"No, let's assume they don't come up with a cure for this beast in fifty years.
" "And how do you know they won't? What if they spite you and come up with one, huh?
" "What do you mean, how do I know? You must be forgetting who you're talking to!
" "Okay, okay, I was joking. Don't get so worked up. And by the way, what's fifty years? Let's take it easy. Let's say I throw a genetic error at them, a small mutation caused, let's say, by a poisoned atmosphere that causes infertility in every second individual. What do you think?
" "Not bad, not bad. But knowing their ingenuity, the half that survives will multiply uncontrollably.
" "If we add a famine to them, they'll wise up.
" "Hmm, that's a good idea...
" "We deserve a vacation too. Once we catch our breath, we'll leave them alone. Remember how fun it was when you left only Noah on Earth with your Ark?"
"Yes, but back then I had a reason...
" "Now you don't?! Everywhere you look there's war, famine, perversion, and on top of that, there are regions where, after leaving home, there's zero chance of returning in one piece. I'm telling you, if we give them a little thrashing, they'll immediately fall to their knees. And don't forget, they'll be praying to you for mercy, so your stock will rise as a result, not mine.
" "I'll think about it.
" "No, I can't stand it. Listen, I'm offering you the best solution, and you're still whining? We have to act fast.
" "Okay, when can you start spreading this mutation?"
"You know, if I pull an all-nighter today, it'll be ready by tomorrow.
" "Then we're agreed.
" "It's waiting. I need some extra spots!
" "Are you starting again? You'll get three million spots in purgatory, okay?
" "I'll fill three million in a month."
"So how much do you want?
" "Three billion, and that'll be enough for me for a while."
"Where am I going to get three billion seats?!
"I don't need them now. Let's assume you give me a million by the end of the month, and you'll be giving me a million more or less every month.
" "I'll check my computer...
" "On what?
" "On a computer. A machine invented by humans. Sometimes it's useful.
" "Invented by humans, you say... And it's not for killing?
" "No, come on. I have things like that... It's for counting. If you want, send someone to Gabriel tomorrow, and he'll give you one such computer... Okay, you'll get three hundred and fifty thousand seats every month.
" "But...
" "Silence! I also have to service my own people. There may not be as many as before, but my situation is tight.
" "Exactly. But whatever, maybe it'll be enough. And I'll send someone for that computer. I just need to find someone who knows how to do it.
" "Even if you find someone, they won't teach you anything. It's better to send you someone honest.
" "And that's where you're wrong, my dear." My sinners will surely know more than your entire sanctimonious heaven. If, as you say, this thing is for counting, that means it can be used to multiply money, and con artists certainly know better than angels.
"Maybe you're right. Okay, I have to go, a batch of penitents from purgatory has arrived.
" "Scare them thoroughly." "Bye.

" "Gabriel!
" "I'm listening.
" "Tomorrow someone from downstairs will come for a computer, give them one. Oh, and we'll have to find some seats for them.
" "It'll be tough.
" "Try." I leaned back in my chair. It's not so bad. Maybe, like in the old days of Noah, we'll manage to carve out some vacation time again...
But first, we have to rub people's noses in the sand. Sometimes, when I look down on them, I wonder what the hell possessed me to create Adam..."

2

The wind beat with greater, redoubled force, making a hollow sound against the Plexiglas entrance door, which shook suddenly. The weather was worsening practically by the minute. Day had barely dawned with its dubious dawn when everything had already darkened and grayed under a thick layer of clouds. A few light pieces of newspaper and a few torn branches flew across the street. A red salvage truck drove slowly by, its pink warning light flashing. It was carrying a heavily damaged greenish Ford Mondeo. The practically squashed front end, with its fancifully dented hood, revealed the engine compartment. Henry recognized the make only by its distinctive rear end, which was almost intact except for the shattered right headlight. He wasn't sure, but he had a feeling the stains he'd noticed on the crumpled bodywork of the door were dried bloodstains.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Gemitus," a man's voice snapped him out of his thoughts.
He glanced at the doctor standing before him.
"What's wrong with her? Is everything okay?
" "Yes, generally speaking." She's in a bit of shock, but aside from a few scratches and bruises, she's fine.
"Does anyone know how she got on the road?"
Steve Firmus looked at him silently for a moment, then said,
"About three hours ago, we got a call about an accident on 8th Street, halfway to Last Step. We were alerted by a very distraught woman who called from her cell phone. We dispatched an ambulance, and two victims were brought in: a woman and a man. Unfortunately, they were already dead. One of our paramedics, who was there when he heard about the girl you brought in, told me that when they arrived at the accident scene, the woman was still alive, and as they were extracting her, she kept whispering one name: Emilly...
" "Do you think she was with them?" he interrupted. "Is that their daughter?"
"It looks like it," he said. "The road to Last Step runs parallel to the one you were driving. Apparently, after the accident, she was in shock and managed to get out of the car and through the woods to the other road. She was very lucky. We still have to confirm this, of course, but there are definitely documents, photos, etc. in the car or with the victims.
" "Yes. Do you need me for anything else?" he asked. "I have to get to work and I'm already very late."
"Of course, I won't keep you anymore. But please remember, you saved her life."

He left the hospital and drove to the office. His partner, Jeff Moneo, once again pointed out his lack of a cell phone, but Henry, as usual, waved him off. He didn't like being tied up, and a phone would be nothing more than a leash at the end of which he would always be waiting and available. When he explained the reason for his delay, Jeff looked at him with those deep-set eyes, which held many shades of life, and simply muttered, "Aha." His thin face, with its strong jawline and narrow nose, resembled a marbled visage. He wasn't angry, but he seemed to want to be.

The day, constantly buffeted by wind, mercilessly lashed by rain, and smothered by an ever-present grayness, weary from the struggle, finally began to settle into a well-deserved sleep. Henry returned to his empty house, steeped in the grief of the loneliness so close to them both. He took a shower, standing for a long time under a strong stream of hot water; it soothed him, loosened him, calmed him, and acted like a balm on an open wound. Then he made himself a stiff drink, put on some soft music, and sat in a soft, comfortable leather armchair. He wondered if he should call the hospital to inquire about Emily's condition; he wasn't entirely sure that was her name, but it fit her, and besides, all the facts pointed to it. Fate is a strange creature with an unfathomable soul. He had lost his wife and two daughters; she had lost her parents. They were both now left abandoned and alone in the world. Somewhere on the distant horizon of his thoughts, a desire to embrace the small creature, wronged by fate, appeared. He quickly pushed her away; she seemed irrational, unattainable, even immoral in some way. After all, she had just lost her parents, her world had fallen into a pit of tragedy, shattering into fragments of lost hopes at the bottom of pain. It had fallen, just like his had three years ago. He took a small sip of alcohol. Only he was an adult, and she…

The opening notes of the tango "El Choclo" echoed softly throughout the house. Standing in the doorway was Sheriff Moneo from the local police station, a large man with a stocky build and a kind, calm face. He held his hat in his hands, and his worried features revealed that today had been a difficult and trying day for him. As he always claimed, his greatest flaw was worrying too much about every case he encountered. When a few years ago, a vagrant murdered the local priest, stealing whatever he could, the sheriff wouldn't rest until he caught the culprit.
"Hi, Henry, can I come in?
" "Sure."
The sheriff was very concerned about the accident and, as it turned out, had come specifically for that purpose. Henry recounted, as thoroughly as he could, all the circumstances surrounding Emily's discovery (it turned out that was indeed her real name, as confirmed by the documents). She was eleven years old and the daughter of the Spretor family, the same couple who, as the doctor correctly suspected, had died in a car accident. They came from the northern part of the country, from Evileye, and were relatively wealthy, running a chain of small restaurants. It turned out that, as a result of the accident and the shock, Emilly had suffered amnesia and couldn't remember anything. She couldn't remember her name, who she was, or where she came from.
"Maybe you should visit her?" the sheriff asked. It wasn't a question or a statement, more of a loud thought expressed in words. "I don't know. I don't want to involve you. I know it's... not easy for you, but...
" "Okay, I'll go see her. Tomorrow morning.
" "Thank you. I'll be going now," he said, straightening the brim of his hat.

Henry escorted the officer to the door.
"You're the only one he remembers," he said as he left. He nodded, got into his official car, and drove away.
Henry followed the red dots of his taillights for a moment longer, then closed the door and returned to his seat. The music CD reached the end, and the first track began again. "You're the only one he remembers," he repeated the sheriff's words in his mind. Hmm, was this fate?



The next day, the weather seemed to improve somewhat. The clouds were no longer so impressive, and the still pale blue of the open sky broke through them. As promised, Henry went straight from home to the hospital. He was led down a wide corridor to a small, sterile room painted white. There she lay alone, her small body in a large bed, covered by a pale quilt, so that only her head, hair scattered across the pillow, and one bandaged forearm were visible. He sat down on a worn chair to one side, his hands folded as if in prayer, and silently gazed at her face. Her even breathing and closed eyelids gave her face an expression of angelic peace; as if nothing had happened, as if the world were a single, joyful experience, and everything bad was just a dream from which anyone, at any moment, could awaken.
She shuddered and sighed, and a quick spasm ran across her right cheek. Her fingers tightened on the white folds of the duvet, and after a moment, as if hesitantly, she relaxed. Henry, unsure why, partly against his will, took her hand in his. He felt the warmth, the gentleness of her touch, and once again in his life, he felt there was something to live for. Our existence doesn't end with any of our loved ones; it continues for us, for others whom we may not even notice, but who exist. Just like the death of Icarus, which went unnoticed by many, even though it was tragic and incredibly painful for his father. And he was like the biblical Job. He had everything and lost everything. He constantly wondered why this had happened to him, why he had to suffer this cruel fate. He never expected an answer. He didn't speak to God, and even if he could, he wasn't sure he would receive any response from Him. But perhaps the point is simply to relive what happened to him, to feel the pain, to understand how much we have when everything goes well and how much we lose when tragedy strikes in our lives. Humanity is both greatness and smallness at the same time. Yet, for as long as he can remember, he has been tormented by one question: "Why did God have to prove anything to Satan?" We are magnificent beings, capable of creating beautiful things: magnificent music, breathtaking images, and emotionally stirring novels. We have souls—this is our greatness, but it is also the source of our weakness. We become angry, often unable to forgive, taking action solely to satisfy our own desires or to bring down our enemies. We love and hate, we laugh and cry; sincerely or not. It's easier to understand our own mistakes than to understand someone else's, for the simple reason that we can justify our own in one way or another. We can then hide behind a real, but unfortunately often invented by ourselves, wall of more or less false beliefs.

Emilly's eyelids slowly opened, and her gaze rested on Henry's face.
"Is that you...?" she whispered in a soft, airy voice. "I knew you'd come for me. You're my angel, aren't you?"
Henry felt a sudden pang of bitter regret squeeze his chest, choking his breath.
"Yes," he whispered through a tight throat. "It's me." He saw so much in her eyes; a depth of emotion, from regret, to uncertainty, to sad joy at his visit.

He was certain then. He knew, he was convinced, that he wanted to keep her, that he wanted her to stay with him. He didn't know if he could succeed, but he was certain he had to try, even if nothing came of it. He had discovered a small greatness within himself, and he had to try.


Adopting Emilly proved to be a relatively simple and quick process. The most difficult conversation was with child psychologist Barbara Peritus, who had justified doubts about whether a man who had suffered such a blow from life—the loss of his entire family—was capable of raising a little girl who required special care and appropriate attention. Fortunately, she was a very competent person, guided not only by scientific formulas but by understanding. Moreover, as Henry noted, she had a wonderful gift for finding positive qualities in people, hidden goodness, and even a very shy desire to do the best she could.
"You should be a priest," he told her as he left, when it was clear that the positive decision regarding Emily's adoption was merely a formality. His eyes welled with tears, not of pain, but of happiness. He felt a pressure in his chest, a heaviness that nevertheless brought him joy. A pearly tear rolled down his rough cheek and, after a brief hesitation, fell to his chin.
"That's what convinces me I made the right choice." "She said quietly, a smile on her lips and joy in her gentle gaze.

The Spretors' restaurant chain was on the verge of bankruptcy. While they were alive, they had fought for their business and somehow managed to survive. However, when news of their unfortunate accident reached their creditors, they pounced like hyenas on carrion, tearing everything apart. Nothing remained.


They were together. The house brightened, as if it had its own separate soul, and he was truly delighted by the arrival of this little creature, illuminating his inner self with her presence.

It was early morning, and Henry, as usual, sat at his desk with a window overlooking the ocean. Sudden inspiration struck, he picked up a blank sheet of paper and held it close. He hadn't written in three years, not a line, not a single word that reflected his thoughts or feelings. He picked up the pen and, for a split second, paused on the pristine whiteness of the innocent page. He touched the nib and wrote in an even, calm hand:

Greatness and smallness at the same time are present in the essence of our soul.
Still tarnished by deeds whose value has crumbled over time.
Our faith, our thoughts, so close to us and so important,
exist in our lives, sometimes silently or boldly
. Who we were, who we are, and who we will one day become?
One day we will all know this, in our greatness.
Like Job, let us persevere in our faith, tirelessly and without complaint.
When, like Icarus, we strike the reality of our faith.
I know today, in our greatness, created from the momentum of life.
That though it is small, yet with its smallness it is power.


Henry put down his pen. A delicate breeze swept through the slightly open window, swirled, stirring the restlessly drawn curtain, and ran across the thin pages of the open Bible. They rustled softly, as if to hold back their unexpected guest. The pages, with a whisper of change, turned gently. Frrrrrr............. Henry looked at the open book and his gaze rested on one of the many lines of biblical verses:
"I know that you can do all things; whatever you set your mind to, you can do. He who obscures his purpose without understanding..." - [Bible, Book of Job 42:2–3]

Fate circled again with Destiny, smiling at time, which flowed at its own steady pace, containing within itself the greatness and smallness of every particle of the human soul. Two fragments, two sad souls, stood on the edge of a cliff, gazing at the sun rising toward a new day. Emily timidly took Henry's hand, still gazing at the golden circle slowly moving upward from the horizon.

PIECES OF SAD SOULS



I.

A delicate dawn crept with its grayness into the darkness of the receding night, like a dagger treacherously slipping between the ribs of an innocent and overly trusting victim. The full moon's pale disc faded and paled with each impatient movement of the second hand, marking the time of all good and evil deeds. Tick, tock, tick, tock, second by second, like a domino racing furiously toward the inevitable end of final respite. After a moment, the silver oval became just a memory, its reality quickly blurred by the first rays of its older brother—the sun. The wind buffeted the shutters of a large, solitary house, resembling an enormous bird of prey, perched on a high escarpment, shaped like a rough tongue, resting before continuing its journey. The sound of a wave crashing against the rocky shore several dozen meters below merged with the whistling of the wind, creating a bone-chilling unity of the scream of nature's forces. Another day of human affairs was waking up to its journey; a day of joys and sorrows, loves and betrayals, friendly encounters and misunderstandings; making himself a witness to the passage of time.

Henry sat alone in his study in a comfortable leather armchair, his gaze fixed on the sun's rounded curve, slowly emerging from behind the horizon. The large window pane glistened with tiny drops of driving rain. Henry squinted slightly and focused on the drops sliding across the glass, trailing their short journey behind them. He didn't know why, but they reminded him of convicts who, trying to escape their inevitable sentence, perish in the act of their final free will. What could have motivated their behavior? Hope, a brief moment of incomplete freedom...
Thoughts swirled through his head, racing in every possible direction; he felt as if every now and then one of them would rush into his skull and, bouncing back with a strangely hollow sound, disappear somewhere in the folds of his brain. He sighed and reached for a cup of hot tea. He took a sip, and a heavy tear of suppressed pain unexpectedly rolled down his cheek. His lips grew dry, and his throat felt like a waterskin abandoned somewhere in the desert by a forgotten traveler. His lips, barely moving, whispered the almost inaudible words: "Why, why did this happen? God!" The answer still lingered behind the curtain of a silent fate ruled by a cruel and heartless destiny. Instead, there was only a black void, impenetrable to the senses. He couldn't grasp it, comprehend it, or even grasp a glimpse of the ever-eluding truth. The wind struck the windows again, making them tremble slightly as if startled by its violence. Henry closed his eyes, briefly feeling a sharp stinging sensation behind them, which subsided immediately. He remained like that for a long time, breathing slowly and evenly, trying to calm himself, but thoughts and images of memories continued to fly like malicious moths, constantly circling the illusory light of reality, burning their greedy wings to the grief burning in their hearts.
The sun's arduous journey continued; its lower edge had just broken free, revealing its full size in a sky marked by stretched cirrus clouds. Its rays brushed the surface of the stormy ocean, playing with orange hues like a perfect dancer executing another pirouette, another evolution: light, simple, and pleasant. The white ridges advanced persistently, one after another, toward the inevitable death awaiting them at the rocky shore. Immediately after the impact, another and another, an endless host of warriors, arrived.
The mechanism of the large wall clock rattled softly, and the chime of seven was heard. When it faded, the quivering sound faded into the room, fading into another minute of time. Henry rubbed his tired face with his hands, finished his tea, and stood up. His gaze fell on a copy of the Bible bound in dark red cloth. He reached for it, opened it at random, and quickly ran his eyes over the small black letters:
"Blessed is he whom God rebukes; so do not reject the reproofs of the Almighty. He will wound, and He will also heal; He will cut, and with His own hand He will make whole." [The Bible, Book of Job 5:17–18]
He smiled sadly to himself:
"Then heal me," he whispered. "Heal me, for you cannot rebuke me any more."
He closed the book and left.
The weather was getting worse. A cold, strong wind blowing off the ocean made it quite chilly outside. The nearly leafless branches of the trees swayed and bent, silently calling for help, and the slowly lightening steel-gray sky was filled with huge, dark gray, billowy clouds, drifting in from nowhere, like mysterious megalithic warriors from ancient legends. A light drizzle began to fall, and Henry pulled his thick, unbuttoned jacket tighter around him and walked to the driver's side of the car, approaching the dark bulk of the car. He saw his own face, dimly visible against the wet windshield. The man looking back at him was a stranger; the tired, empty gaze, the gray, rumpled features, etched into his skin, the mark of the past. He was only forty-five, but over the past few days, he'd felt as if time had played a grim trick on him, silently tiptoeing forward at least ten years behind him. His short, salt-and-pepper hair was already starting to thin atop his head, and his pale, slightly curved lips looked like they'd been glued on by a budding artist. He opened the door and climbed in.
The wheels ground to a halt on the softened earth, and the car lurched forward. He passed a short grove where the white headlights lingered on the tree trunks, merging with the gray of the morning, and emerged onto asphalt gleaming with the increasing rain. He turned on the wipers and headed north, toward Fatelose, less than ten kilometers away. The dark shape of the house remained with him. Silent and sad; a house where the constant, desperate cry of memories struck the humble walls of regret, echoing unceasingly from days spent alone.
He remembered that day perfectly. The day, the hour, even the minute the clock hand had turned when the phone rang. He didn't know why, but then he had a strange feeling that the sound held something urgent, some previously unheard note impatiently resonating throughout.
"Mr. Henry Gemitus?" The man's warm voice held an unspoken secret.
"Yes," he replied, all his muscles tensing as if in defense against what he was about to hear.
The doctor's next words sent Henry's entire world spinning, transforming into the inexpressible pain of an indescribable loss, tearing at his soul and body. "
Your wife and daughters are dead; they were in an accident on 248th Street. They skidded while... overtaking," he finished.
Henry said nothing, absolutely nothing, because what can one say at a moment like this, when one is incapable of anything but the powerful grief gripping one's heart with an iron grip, the emptiness that deeply pierces the very depths of one's soul, and the astonishment and incomprehension creeping somewhere on the edge of perception that this was happening to him. At one point, he felt like shouting, "Mistake," into the phone and hanging up. But no! What had happened affected him, precisely him. How many people in the world learn at this very moment about the tragedy of their loved ones?
The doctor, as gently as he could, asked him to come to the hospital to complete all the necessary formalities. He expressed his deep regret for what had happened and hung up.
Three years had passed since that event. Already, or maybe only? Three years, months, days, minutes... Time heals wounds, but much slower when they are clawed at by the greedy claws of memories. Before, he had been like Daedalus and Icarus, soaring on carefree clouds of happiness, floating on the friendly currents of his family's joy and filling his soul with the full experience of a shared life. He soared above mountain peaks, swaying past all their problems, only occasionally catching a small storm cloud, which, however, never created a heavy downpour or flash of lightning. He was simply happy. How banal, he smiled to himself involuntarily; happiness, so simple and so fleeting.
Now, after the deaths of three people closest to him, he felt like... A moving blur of some indistinct shape loomed at the edge of his vision. Instinctively, he took his foot off the gas and pressed the brake. The car swayed slightly on the wet road; a flash of the gray sky of a gloomy day and the tips of tree branches stretched upward toward the sun, now hidden behind clouds. He slipped right past the short figure, narrowly avoiding a collision. Everything stopped: the car, the wind, and time. Henry buried his face in his hands and pressed his eyelids so hard he began to see colorful, jumping spots. He straightened and glanced in the rearview mirror, which reflected a small, slight figure standing motionless in the middle of the road, arms hanging at his sides. Instinctively, he turned on his hazard lights, got out of the car, and ran to the back.
It was a girl of about eleven, with wet auburn hair falling to her shoulders. She was soaked and shivering with cold, her soaked sweater hanging heavy on her frail shoulders, and drops of water were constantly dripping from its sleeves, falling onto her damp, dark blue jeans.
"What are you doing here, honey?" he asked softly, leaning over her. "Where are your parents? What happened?"
All these questions were snatched away by the wind and carried somewhere high into the vault of the hostile sky. The girl raised her head and looked at him. Her gaze held absence, confusion, and... a boundless expanse of undefined fear, lurking behind the fragments of a soul shattered by suffering. Her pale face, with its thin lips, was small and seemed almost transparent.
Henry looked around somewhat helplessly, as if waiting for some help, or even a sign of what to do. But nothing of the sort happened; the wind continued to carelessly blow, driving menacing clouds, the rain scattered its little warriors to the ground, and the sun tried to show the world that day had finally come. Without wasting any time, Henry took the girl in his arms and, wrapping her in a warm blanket he had in the trunk, sat her down beside him in the passenger seat. It was only a few minutes' drive to Fatelose. Somewhere in the undefined expanse of sky, a heavy rumble rolled, heralding a storm, and the distant horizon flickered for a moment with a broken line of lightning.
The sign announcing the entrance to town was slightly askew, as if wondering if there was still any point in informing people about this place. Henry immediately headed for the local hospital, housed in an old building partially unused due to lack of demand. He parked his car right in front of the entrance and, without even locking it, walked, carrying his small body in his arms, toward the glass entrance door.
"I need help!" he said loudly as he stepped inside. "I have a baby here..."
A doctor with sharp, almost Native American features and several nurses appeared from nowhere. He was asked a few questions, to which he answered truthfully: "No, I don't know her name; I found her on the road; No, I have no idea how she got there." They quickly took the baby from him and took him to the ward. He gave his name to the nurse on duty; a pretty girl with big eyes and a face perhaps a little too round.
“Wait for me, will you?” instructed the man with the small ID badge attached to the pocket of his doctor’s coat. It bore his picture along with the neat, legible inscription: Dr. Steve Firmus.
Henry simply nodded and sat down on one of the black plastic chairs. He glanced at his watch; it was a few minutes after eight. Time crept slowly, unhurried in its relentless march. He should have been at work by now, sitting at his desk in front of his computer, reviewing papers for publication. As co-owner of a small publishing company, he had a lot to do, and now he was in the middle of reading Cleave Laudo's novel "The Stubborn Prophets." In his opinion, a less-than-stellar book that blended layers of horror with a romance that was artificial and, in his personal opinion, shallow. He thought of everyone and nothing, floating like a lost ship with a dead helmsman on board, on the sea of ​​his own world.

The gift



"Why not?" he thought, pacing around his room. Memories raged through his mind, shattering the last vestiges of inner peace that had kept him alive. All that time, a dozen cursed months. Alcohol had stopped helping, the nervous flexing of his fingers only fueled despair. He tried to forget it. Parties here and there. Just to avoid being alone at night. He'd come home late enough to have the strength just to make his bed. "I've tried everything..."—the urge to explain to himself. He was exhausted. Now he lay there, staring dead ahead. Grechuta's voice came on the radio... only the days we don't know yet are important, those few moments are important, the ones we're waiting for... he smiled sadly. He had always considered this song a cure for all thoughts of the end, but now he felt nothing. Maybe he'd even like to cry, to release all his pain, all his longing, with a deep sob. He shrugged. In moments like these, a person is a terrible egotist, thinking only of themselves, unaware of how much suffering they can cause with a single step. Flaunting their misfortune, we don't see others, we don't want to see them, they're unimportant. Suffering from a lack of understanding, we don't want to understand others. A vicious cycle. He stood up and walked to the desk. In the drawer lay something that was supposed to free him from all his troubles. He reached out, touched the cold steel, almost caressed it. He adored the thing that was supposed to take away the most precious part of every human being. He fell into thought. A suicide is a damned brave coward. Fearing the future, they don't fear the unknown lurking beyond life's threshold. Somewhere a bullet rolled... He opened the next drawer. There it was. He clenched it in his fist and, holding it, began his trek around the room again. The gun remained on the desk. After a few minutes, he stopped. Standing at the other end of the room, he turned and stared blankly at the black steel. He felt like he'd had a few beers. He'd once thought the mere knowledge of a final escape route would be enough to endure any pain, so he'd bought a gun. Illegally, but that wasn't important; after all, the only person it would hurt was himself. One bullet, no more would be needed. He was going to use it now. He walked to the desk and, with trembling hands, took the gun. He was surprised; he hadn't thought he'd be afraid right before the abyss. He hadn't thought about it since yesterday; it had been brewing inside him for months, and now he felt fear. He loaded it. The clash of steel sent shivers through his entire body. "And yet I'm afraid. Yet, damn it, I'm afraid." Tears welled in his eyes, his hands almost gave out, he felt damp with sweat. Gripping the gun, he turned off the radio. After a moment's thought, he put on a record. Louder, a little more. Kinsky. Music of despair, that's how he always perceived it... The light of the body is the eye... he stood in the middle of the room. Through his tear-filled eyes, he could only see the blurred outlines of the furniture. His breathing was getting faster. Left,He slowly raised his gun. He felt the barrel gently graze the hair at his temple. He pressed it harder, squeezing his eyes shut. The roar of the music, the incredible pounding of his heart, made him feel the entire room spin. It seemed to him that every fiber of his being was trembling. With the final, furious chord blasted from the speakers, he collapsed onto the carpet. He lay curled up like a fetus in its mother's womb. Silence reigned. The gun lay in the corner. Suddenly, there was a roar; tears streamed from his eyes, unable to fall on the carpet, and his head pounded against the floor. After a moment, he calmed down. He slowly rose from the floor, searched for the gun, picked it up, and unloaded it. He went to the desk, put the gun in a drawer, and left the room. In the bathroom, he rinsed his face. After a moment of reflection, he stepped into the shower to wash away everything that had happened. He wished he could clear his mind in the same way. He dried himself, dressed, and left the house to seek his happiness. After all, he still had some time left. He gave it to himself.

Ocean Thieves Part 2




12

As the shuttle began to slow, O'Hara was the first to spot an alien spacecraft in the distance.
"Colonel, look! What a colossus...
" "Indeed. It doesn't look like a ship, but some kind of enormous space station. Probably five times larger than Selene..."
The enormous spacecraft began to grow, allowing him to distinguish details in its appearance, so that Preston felt compelled to change his mind about the object's purpose after a moment.
"It's not a station, after all, but a long-range spacecraft. But it's probably fifteen kilometers long... Incredible! What technology...
" "Well, now I don't doubt that those planes on Prima are their work," Sylwia said, "though I have no idea how they did it.
" "Uh, I guess not... The planet isn't inhabited after all." Dr. Johannson pursed his lips doubtfully. I suppose they—like us—are simply exploring Prima.
" "Who knows..." Sylwia had no desire to change her mind.
Meanwhile, the shuttle approached the opening doors in the spacecraft's side and slowly sank into its interior, stopping a moment later on the landing pad.
Several waiting figures could be seen on a small platform rising in front of the shuttle's nose. From a distance of several dozen meters, their silhouettes were indistinguishable, but they were very human-like. One figure stood out from the others, towering at least a head taller.
When the shuttle doors opened and the Earth delegation exited the craft, it headed toward the dais. A figure emerged from the waiting group and ran toward the newcomers. This caused a slight commotion and a sense of uncertainty among the Earthlings.
"Stop!" Preston raised his hand.
Meanwhile, the runner had reached them and thrown his arms around Preston, then each of the newcomers in turn. Then, with tears in his eyes, he began to speak in a voice broken by sobs:
"Greetings, friends! I am so incredibly happy to see you that I am simply speechless." My name is Balters, and I'm also human. I'm feeling a bit emotional, and my job is to introduce our hosts. It's true that the Lems don't need any translators, as they communicate exclusively through telepathy, but considering that you might feel uncomfortable knowing that your thoughts are no secret to them, they decided to block this sense." Balters took several breaths, exhausted by the overly long sentence. "For now, I'll act as an intermediary, and then they'll communicate with you using Mentrans, and I won't be needed anymore.
" "Mentrans?" Preston raised his eyebrows.
– Short for "mental transponder" – a device enabling the direct transmission of thoughts.
– Hello, Mr. Balters. My name is Preston and I am the commander of an Earth starship. Please lead us to… the Lems. I believe that's what you called them?
– Yes, yes. Ladies and gentlemen, follow me.
The group led by Balters moved towards the podium, observing the waiting aliens. A cursory observation revealed that they resembled Earth inhabitants, but were distinctly shorter than humans, and their completely hairless heads were disproportionately large. Up close, they also noticed that the Lems lacked earlobes. After ascending a few steps, Balters spoke again:
– Allow me to introduce our hosts: This is the commander of the spaceship Ixt, this is his deputy Brings, and this is the chairman of the scientific council – Yxtrym.
The aforementioned shook their long-fingered, slender hands with the guests. Balters introduced the other, less important, members of the welcoming committee, then suggested:
"We will now proceed to the conference room, where you will be given all the necessary explanations, but first, put on your Mentrans." He took twenty small devices resembling electronic watches from a container and handed them to the newcomers. "Put them on both wrists."
"So, will they now know all our thoughts?" Sylwia asked anxiously.
"Don't worry, they are tuned to transmit the thoughts you wish to transmit, and you can also block them by touching your hands, but then you won't be able to read the Lems' message."
The two groups left the hangar and everyone took their seats in the pneumatic cable cars. A moment later, the car doors hissed shut, and the train sped through the dark tunnel. After a few minutes, the doors opened, and they found themselves in a conference room the size of the Isaac Stern Auditorium at Carnegie Hall.
"We're going to talk here?" Preston expressed surprise. "Isn't there anything smaller?"
"No, here." This is the people's assembly hall. You will now proceed to a small hall," Balters explained. "I will be leaving you now; you will communicate via electronic devices. See you later."


13

When they entered the smaller hall, which contained about thirty armchairs, some of which were noticeably larger. The guests guessed it was made especially for the Earthlings—and indeed, Ixt pointed out those very seats. As everyone took their seats, a thought entered their consciousness, which they assumed was a message from the Lem commander:
"On behalf of our entire community, we welcome you, Earthlings, as official representatives of an alien civilization. You are not the first humans on our spaceship, but those who arrived here before found themselves there by accident, and it's difficult to say that it was of their own free will. Let me begin by explaining why we are on this great ship, in
this particular region of space. We originate from a distant planet called Lemia. We have achieved a high level of scientific and technological development and have used our achievements solely for peaceful purposes. Unfortunately, the neighboring planet – Gwandia – was inhabited by a society at a similar level of development to ours, but – alas – their primary goal was the conquest and extermination of the Lemi." For many centuries, thanks to the relative balance of power, no decisive confrontation occurred, and only when the aggressive Gwands mastered the technology for producing an antimatter bomb did the Lems realize that, to avoid destruction, they must abandon their home planet. They built a fleet of enormous spaceships specifically for this purpose—each carrying about a million Lems—which set off to various parts of the galaxy in search of a new world. During a journey lasting several hundred years, we also managed to master the technology for extracting and using antimatter...
"Can you give us more details about this matter?" Pawłowski asked.
"You meant to say antimatter," Ixt replied jokingly.
"Of course. But please don't misunderstand me; I'm not talking about a method for producing the bomb, but I'd like to know how you manage to obtain it. After all, antimatter is extremely rare in the universe.
" "Well, you're wrong. There's exactly the same amount of antimatter as matter.
" "How so?"
"As far as we know, you earthlings have some understanding of the very beginning of the universe. You call it the Big Bang. What you don't know is that as a result of this explosion, two worlds were created simultaneously – one composed of the matter we encounter every day, the other of antimatter. These two worlds exist in parallel, creating their own space-time continuums, which, however, are sometimes subject to certain deformations, and then mutual 'leakage' can occur.
" "These two worlds are next to each other," O'Hara expressed astonishment.
"I see that the concept of relativity of time and space is alien to you," the voice replied. "You can't use such references. You can't even talk about any distance or proximity. In a very broad metaphor, it could be compared to a suspension of fat in water, where, despite the possibility of significant fragmentation of the fat molecules, it still remains fat, not combining with the water. But, as I said, this is a very simplified comparison.
" "I assume you're not flying all over space," Pawłowski continued, "to capture this randomly penetrating antimatter.
" "Of course not. We've mastered the technology to influence the shape of space-time, allowing us to extract any quantity of it. "
"That's fantastic!
" "Yes, it's undoubtedly a great feat of intellect. But allow me to continue my story. After a journey lasting several hundred years, we arrived near one of the suns..."
A holoprojection appeared, showing the central control room of the Lem spacecraft, where Ixt sits at the console. Yxtrym enters its interior.
"Commander, we're approaching a sun orbited by a planet that, after some astroengineering, might become habitable.
" "What kind of astroengineering?
" "It's mainly about two things: First, there are only traces of oxygen, and second, there's almost no water.
" "How long will it take to refine it?"
"I think about a hundred years. Unless we bring it from somewhere else.
" "Where?
" "Well, maybe from some other, not-so-distant planet.
" "Is there a chance?
" "There is, but it's slim.
" "Get to work then. Enough of this rambling."
The holoprojection vanished, but the voice continued:
"And so we set about refinement of the planet we've named Nova. We captured asteroids and comets orbiting nearby, from which we produced oxygen, water, and other necessary chemicals. The work was slowly progressing when one day...
The holoprojector showed the command center again.
"Commander, we've found it!" Yxtrym announced, entering.
"What?
" "A planet with oxygen and water.
" "Far away?
" "A little over ten light-years.
" "That's not even close." But is there any point in going there now, when our work is already so advanced?"
"I don't think so. But we can bring in some of both. It will significantly speed up the adaptation work.
" "All right. Please take action."
The holoprojection disappeared, and the voice continued:
"So we began drawing water from Earth, because the planet Yxtrym was talking about was—as you probably guessed—your homeworld.
" "How did you accomplish this?" Pawłowski interrupted again.
"We performed a space-time warp, allowing us to draw several cubic kilometers of water at once and an equal amount of oxygen-rich air.
" "What kind of warp?
" "Creating two truncated cones, connected at their smaller ends. One wider end was used for water collection, the other for transfer to our planet. Our activity, of course, caused momentary disturbances—both in the atmosphere and the ocean—but we weren't particularly interested in this, as we were unaware that Earth was inhabited by intelligent beings. And so we repeated our transfusions from time to time, accumulating appropriate amounts of energy during the breaks, until..."
The holoprojection showed Yxtrym entering the control room.
"Commander, I've just received a report from Nova; an unknown object, undoubtedly the product of some civilization, has reached us through the water and air.
" "Send a gravitoplane immediately and investigate! When did this happen?
" "About six hours ago..."
Another holographic session revealed the following image:
A flying saucer landed on Nova. Three Lems exited it and approached the ship, its bow on the beach and its stern submerged in the water. Using a rope, they climbed aboard and searched the ship, where they immediately found the bodies of one, then another, crew member.
"We found sixteen people in all. Of course, they were all dead.
" "What did you do with the bodies?" Preston asked.
"We transported them to a spaceship, where they were thoroughly examined. Since we were unfamiliar with your customs regarding the treatment of the dead, we placed them in a small spacecraft, which we sent towards Earth. It was supposed to enter orbit and transmit signals, but our technology most likely failed this time, and its transmitters went silent before it reached your solar system. We, of course, examined the ship in detail, which allowed us to learn about some of your technological achievements. The level of technological advancement of the equipment found on the ship, as well as additional conclusions drawn from the analysis of books found on it, indicated that in a few or even several decades you would be able to travel beyond your solar system. This presented a dilemma: should you continue extracting water, thus endangering Earthlings, or should you rely solely on your own production?" We considered all the pros and cons for a long time, until we finally concluded that we would continue our activities, while taking appropriate precautions to ensure that, in the event of an accidental abduction of another object with humans on board, we would provide immediate assistance and evacuate them to the spaceship. This was indeed the case, and currently, our community includes a large group of Earthlings who, incidentally, have actively participated in the life and work of the Lems. So much for the initial explanations, and now I invite you to tour our ship, but first I suggest we share a meal together.
Preston folded his hands.
"Do you think their food is suitable for us?"
His question was met with a shrug, but Ixt said,
"I understand your doubts, but don't worry. Our physiological needs are quite similar to yours, although our sense of taste differs, but we have already learned about human preferences in this regard, and I assure you, you will eat everything with gusto."
Both groups retired to an adjacent room where tables were set. They took turns sitting down and enjoyed a truly delicious meal.
"You've truly adapted to our tastes," they praised their hosts' culinary skills.
"And it doesn't bother you that everything you ate was artificially produced?
" "Absolutely not. You have to teach us this, because Earth isn't a completely friendly planet for humans, and there are places on it where hunger still reigns.


"

The people split into two groups: Preston, Pawłowski, Dr. Johansson, Dr. Hashad, and Sylwia, accompanied by Ixt, went to explore the starship called the habitat, while the others, led by Yxtrym, went to the far end of the starship, where they were to familiarize themselves with the technical equipment.
"You said you rescued passengers from Earth objects," Preston asked silently, then turned to Sylwia and Pawłowski. "Did you understand the question?"
They both nodded.
"You know that the oxygen concentration in Nova's atmosphere is already over five percent. So, we had a few minutes to evacuate people. Our teams reached the site within a few dozen seconds. We managed to save everyone except...
" "... except?" Sylwia asked.
"Follow me." Ixt led them down a corridor to the platform of the same cable car that had transported them from the landing pad to the conference room.
After a moment, they took their seats in a cable car and made their way to a distant part of the ship. This part turned out to be a hospital. As they walked along the corridor, they peered through glass doors into single and double rooms where people lay on beds. Everyone was hooked up to IVs, respiratory and circulatory systems, and other devices of unknown purpose; in other rooms were patients with symptoms of mental illness.
"We were too late to help them, and they suffered oxygen deprivation, which resulted in brain damage. We can treat all human ailments, but unfortunately, we can't yet deal with damage to the central nervous system.
" "Do you have many here?" asked Dr. Johansson.
"One hundred and thirty-two people.
" "Is that all there was on board?
" "No. We didn't manage to keep three alive, and two escaped almost unscathed. One of them is navigator Jack Norton, and the other is a passenger, Lynda Stratton. If you'd like, you can visit her.
" "And this Bellini?
" "Unfortunately not. He joined our research expedition and flew to a planetary system surrounding a certain, not-so-distant star.
" "Why do you keep visiting other worlds?" asked Preston. "Aren't you sure Nova will be your home?"
"We're sure of that, but we have another idea. Namely, we want to implant the seeds of life in every place that offers even the slightest chance that life might one day develop there. After all, we have no guarantee that our (or your) world will exist forever. On the contrary—we are fully aware that sometimes large celestial bodies fall, bringing cataclysms to planets, that suns extinguish, that novae and supernovae explode. The lifespan of each planet is therefore limited.
" "Yes, indeed. It's a really good idea to ensure the continuity of life, regardless of what it will be like. So, maybe now we should go to that lady..."
"We'll walk—it's quite close." Ixt led them a short distance and they found themselves in a large cylindrical space. Its walls were surrounded by galleries, from which countless doors led to thousands of rooms.
"What an extraordinary hive!" Pawłowski exclaimed, touching his hands together.
"More like a fucking Alcatraz," Sylwia replied, clasping her hands as if in prayer.
"This is one of our habitats," Ixt explained. As you remember, a million Lems set off on the journey, so we couldn't provide everyone with a villa with a garden. They all got into the elevator, and then Ixt led them to the door.
"Lynda Straton is waiting for you," he announced, then pressed a button .
A pretty woman, looking thirty, stood in the doorway.
"I'm Lynda Stratton. I've been waiting for you.
" "Excuse me..." Pawłowski said. "I thought you were a bit...
" "older?" Lynda grinned. "Of course I am. I was twenty-nine at the time of the crash." If I lived on Earth, I'd be seventy-eight today. However, the Lems have a device we call an antigeriotron, which we use every six months, slowing the aging process almost twenty-fold. So, biologically speaking, I'm currently about thirty-three years old.
"Can you tell us more about the crash itself? Your feelings... your impressions..." Preston asked.
"Not much." The flight was proceeding normally when the lights suddenly went out, only to flash back on a moment later. A moment later, the engines began to sputter and fell silent. We waited in terror for the crash, but nothing happened. Looking out the window, I saw the plane lying on the ground—I say lying because the landing gear wasn't down—tilted slightly to the right wing. We sat in silence for a moment when suddenly the captain's voice rang out.
Lynda pressed the pilot button, and a holoprojection of the plane's cockpit appeared. The pilot spoke into the microphone:
"Ladies and gentlemen, we had an emergency landing. Please remain calm and wait for help."
The captain turned off his microphone and turned to the copilot.
"Jack, try to determine our position.
" "Captain... I don't know what's going on, but I can't figure it out.
" "How so?
" "Either I'm crazy or the stars are crazy.
" "I don't understand.
" "I can't identify the constellations.
" "You can't? That's strange."
"Can you tell me how we managed to land? There are a lot of strange things going on here. Just two minutes ago we were flying at six hundred miles per hour, at an altitude of twenty-three thousand feet, and now we're sitting on our landing gear in the middle of nowhere. The stars look different than they did a moment ago, even the compass isn't working, not to mention the radio.
" "You're right, Jack. This is very puzzling indeed.
" "So what are we doing?
" "And what else can we do but wait... "
The hologram faded, and Lynda continued:
"We waited about three hours when the captain decided to open the door. For a moment, nothing unusual happened, except a sudden drop in air pressure—no longer particularly fresh—air. Masks fell out from under the luggage rack, which we put on, and we continued waiting. Eventually, we ran out of air, and we began to suffocate. I don't remember anything more. I only woke up here. I mean, not in this room, but in the hospital room."
"You couldn't reach them for three hours," Preston said to Ixt, not hiding his anger.
"That was bad luck. That day, in addition to the plane, two other vessels reached Nova. Because the plane was safe—passengers can stay in the pressurized cabin for extended periods—we assigned all four transport ships on duty to assist the ship crews. We knew that extracting the people from the ship would take longer, as they had to search for them in various nooks and crannies. Only after securing the sailors did one of the shuttles, loaded with people, proceed to the starship; two launched into orbit, and the fourth headed towards the plane. Unfortunately, the shuttle malfunctioned. By the time the shuttle returned from orbit, so much time had passed that help was too late.
" "Did you see those others?" Lynda asked.
"Yes," Preston replied.
"It's terrible. I feel guilty that I was the one who saved myself.
" "Don't worry," Hashad comforted her. "We'll get them back to Earth." Today, we can cure all mental illnesses.
"Do you want to take them?" Ixt asked.
"Yes," Preston and Johansson replied simultaneously.
"And the others?
" "All of them," Preston said.
"Unless they want to avoid returning..." Pawłowski's voice held a strange tone.
"Okay, let me leave you alone now and return to my duties. I'm leaving you this black box." Ixt handed Preston a small rectangular prism.
"What is this?
" "If you wish to contact anyone on the ship, please put your finger into this hole." He pointed to a recess in one of the walls and left the room.
"Mrs. Stratto!" Preston said as Ixt closed the door behind him. "Tell us something more about the Lems, about your lives on their spaceship. How you're treated, what you do, and so on...
" "Lynda. Please call me by my first name. Although I'm rather old by birth, I'm still young. What can I say... We're really doing well here. We're treated very decently, we have equal rights, and our representative also participates in the Social Council. We all work on an equal footing with the Lems. However, that doesn't change the fact that we miss people and Earth—Earth's seas and rivers, its forests and fields, its birds, and everything that reminds us of our previous lives.
" "And tell us one more thing," Hashad chimed in. "When we were on our way to you, we came across a large number of Lems milling about in the habitat, but I didn't see any children." They don't have new children, or are they somehow isolated from the adult community?
"There are children, but there really aren't many of them, the last one was born about thirty years ago.
" "A thirty-year-old child?" Sylwia asked, surprised.
"Yes. Lems reach full maturity around fifty.
" "Okay, and why aren't they being born now?" Johansson asked.
"The mother is sick.
" "The mother? There's only one mother?
" "Well, almost like the queen bee.
" "Tell me more about that.
" "Well, so... The leader of the entire community is the queen mother. She's exceptionally long-lived, living up to about a thousand years. Earth years, of course. She only reaches reproductive maturity at the age of two hundred and reaches the size of... well... a large whale. The reproductive process itself is also quite unusual for us. There are two types of men. Males," she corrected herself. "Besides, I don't know how to define them. Let's say, male individuals." To fertilize the queen, sperm is needed... Again, I don't know how to describe this..." she thought for a moment. "...the reproductive cells of both types of males—each with a different set of chromosomes.
" "A marriage triangle..." the doctor joked.
"Yes, a scalene. After fusing with the female's egg, an embryo is created. After a short period of incubation in the mother's body, it is... hmm... born, and its care is taken over by sterile female nurses—equipped with something resembling a kangaroo pouch. They feed and nurture the embryos until they are capable of independent living. This takes about three years. Then the children go to a nursery, where they undergo initial adaptation to life in society. After a few more years, they move on to a kind of school, where they remain until they reach adulthood."
"I wonder... What about the mother," Johansson inquired. "Since she's sick and—I assume—they're having trouble curing her, what are the prospects for their continued existence?
" "Her successor is already growing, but it will take decades yet.
" "This mechanism is therefore highly imperfect. If there's no successor and the mother dies, the entire population could die out.
" "It's not that bad. Every female is a potential mother, so that threat doesn't exist. They would all have to die out."
Lynda's story continued for several more hours, until she finally decided that enough talking was enough for one time and suggested going to the pool.
"I don't have a swimsuit," Sylwia said with unconcealed regret.
"I'll find something for you in my wardrobe; I was going on vacation when the abduction occurred. And the gentlemen probably have something under their suits...
" "And what if they don't?" Johansson joked. "Can't you go downstairs?" In Sweden, after a sauna, we bathe naked in the lake.
"I won't be offended. After all, I'm carrying my eighth cross on my back..." But I don't know what the Lems would say about that.
Lynda rummaged through her suitcase and handed Sylwia a sexy bikini, after which the whole group headed to the cable car platform that took them to the swimming pool.


The

next day, the delegation was reduced to Drs. Johansson and Hashad, who, along with a group of Earthlings staying with the Lems, returned to the starship to expand the hospital ward for those most seriously injured by hypoxia. The remaining Earthlings were placed under the care of Balters, Lynda, and a few others, and acquainted with scientific achievements in various fields of knowledge, the construction of the mothership and other spacecraft, with particular emphasis on the gravitational vehicle. Patrick unexpectedly showed a strange interest in exobiology, while Sylvia became fascinated by the secrets of piloting. They were also waiting for Jack Norton to return from his expedition. When, a few weeks later, he found himself on the Lems' ship, Ixt invited everyone to a meeting.
"Friends! We are delighted to meet our 'brothers in reason.' I know you're eager to return home, so we must part ways. We can help you a little, as your ship isn't designed to transport such an unexpectedly enlarged crew.
" "How do you intend to help us?" asked Preston.
"Without going into detail, I'll just say it will be the same way we drew water from Earth.
" "You don't want to drown us in the ocean, do you?" Preston expressed mild concern at the prospect of finding himself, the starship and the entire crew, at the bottom of the ocean.
"Don't worry. We'll place you in Earth orbit. After all, we owe you gratitude for the water. We also want to make amends for all those kidnappings, so we've decided to give you a gift of an effective cockroach killer.
" "Of course, we'd be happy to take advantage of both the accelerated journey and the miracle powder. Thank you very much.
" "It's not a powder, but a recipe, but the production isn't particularly complicated. By the way... Can I count on an invitation to visit your starship?
" "Of course. Let's go together. I assume the other members of the expedition would be happy to meet representatives of your—not so long ago, I'd say—alien civilization." That

same day, shuttles carrying humans and the invited group of Lems departed for the star. Two days later, Preston called a meeting. The central control room was bursting at the seams with a crowd of astronauts. Preston briefly introduced the visiting guests and outlined the method of return to Earth. His speech was repeatedly met with thunderous applause, and the prospect of being in Earth orbit within seconds sparked a storm of applause. As Preston shook hands with the Lems, Popov approached him. "Colonel, would you mind appointing someone to my position? " "What do you mean, Major? Are you resigning? " "No... You see... One of us should stay here with them. " "I expected that from you. Thank you. " "Colonel!" O'Hara approached him. "I'm listening. " "I have two requests. " "Yes? " "First, I ask you to marry me..." that is," he grabbed Sylvia's hand, "to marry us, and for permission to stay with the Lems. The Major could certainly use some helpers. "Yes, you two want to stay, and in a dozen or so years, there won't be room on the ship for your children. " "Don't worry," Sylvia smiled. "In a dozen years, we won't be living in that big box of theirs anymore, but we'll move to the Prima. Excuse me—to the Nova, and there's probably plenty of room there. " "But just in case, tell the president to have a net stretched over the sea surface in the Bermuda Triangle so we don't drown if they throw us out," O'Hara added. "I've never acted as a minister before," Preston scratched his head, "but maybe I can manage somehow. Stand next to each other. " When Patrick and Sylvia stood before the commander, he asked, "Sylvia Persine, do you want this Patrick here as your husband?" "I do."
Patrick O'Hara, do you wish to take this Patrick as your wife?
" "I do." "I do.
" "I pronounce you husband and wife before all Humans, Lems, and the entire cosmos. And now you may kiss."
The newlyweds didn't have to be asked twice and exchanged a passionate, long kiss, which seemed to cause surprise in the Lems' eyes.
"Do they eat each other?" Ixt asked.
"No. It's a human custom. They're not in any danger because of it," Preston laughed.
The people gathered in the headquarters approached the newlyweds to congratulate them, then slowly began to leave the room.
"Well, goodbye. You'll spend your wedding night on the Lems' spaceship. And... Patrick, tell me how it was..."
"Sure," O'Hara laughed, taking Sylvia into his arms.

On the 17th,

NBC's evening news reported the following:
According to information obtained at the Space Mission Control Center, which oversees the expedition to the Epsilon Eridani planetary system, yesterday they received a signal to begin the starship's deceleration. Since deceleration began exactly halfway, this means that—considering the long time it takes for the signal from the Star to reach Earth—it had just reached its destination.

18

In the Control Center, a small group of scientists watched a holoprojection of a star map, on which the point representing "Star" pulsated near Epsilon Eridani. Suddenly, the silence of the room was brutally broken by the sound of an air raid siren, and a red marker flashed on the map. A moment later, a voice came over the loudspeakers:
"Attention! I'm declaring an all-service alert! An unidentified space object in Earth's orbit."
The Center's shift supervisor pressed a button on the console.

In a small office, a young man in a naval lieutenant's uniform sat behind a desk, making a telephone call. Suddenly, there was an urgent dial tone. The man interrupted the conversation and picked up the red receiver.
"The White House."
The shift manager at the Space Flight Center reported excitedly,
"This is the coordinator from the Space Flight Center. A large, unknown space object has unexpectedly appeared in Earth orbit. We don't know what it is yet, but our specialists immediately began attempting to identify it.
" "Thank you! Please don't hang up."
The man picked up another phone.

In the Oval Office, President George C. Bush had just seen off a Senate delegation when the phone on his desk, directly connecting him to the communications officer, rang. He nodded once more in farewell, returned to his desk, and picked up the receiver.
"I'm listening."
Lieutenant Wess Smith reported:
"Mr. President! We have an unexpected visitor. Some space object has appeared near Earth. NASA doesn't know what it is.
" "Please notify the Pentagon and NORAD*! Have them contact me. Please also transfer the center to my office!"
Within minutes, the White House switchboard placed hundreds of calls. A "yellow alert" was declared in all Defense Department units. A conference call was also set up with the leaders of the world's most important countries. Holoprojection technology was abandoned because decoding the terrabytes of data would have taken too long. After several dozen minutes, a "yellow alert" was also declared in Global Space Defense units. Ground-to-space missiles armed with nuclear and thermonuclear warheads began their trek to the launch site. Sirens wailed in cities around the world, and all media outlets warned the population of the threat of an attack. Air Force One was revving its engines, as was the squadron of armored presidential helicopters that had been rushed to the White House grounds.

A crisis management team had gathered in the Oval Office, impatiently awaiting reports from NASA, when Preston's voice suddenly boomed over the loudspeakers.
"Hello! Earth! Command Center, please report!
" "This is Command Center! How did you manage to contact us?"
"We're in Earth orbit. Please prepare the Selene to receive the Star."
"This is the President speaking. How on earth did you get near Earth? You just arrived at your destination.
" "That's right, Mr. President. I'm reporting that just a few minutes ago we were in the vicinity of Epsilon Eridanus. Moreover, there are almost twice as many of us now as at launch.
" "I don't know if I'm crazy or you? Please explain this more clearly.
" "Please don't worry. We're both healthy. It all happened thanks to the Lems." Preston briefly summarized the alien encounter.
After this conversation, the president issued an order to cancel the "yellow alert" and relayed this information to the concerned presidents of all countries. GSD units went on "green alert."

The

holoprojection showing the docking of the "Star" with the "Selene" station was watched by billions of people, even in the most remote corners of Earth. The successful completion of the mission was greeted with enthusiastic applause and tears of emotion, and clergy of all faiths offered prayers of thanksgiving for the safe return of the star travelers.
When, two days later, the shuttle landed at the landing pad near Portsmouth, delivering the first group to Earth, Preston was the first to appear at the top of the gangway. He slowly descended to the landing pad, shaking hands with the cheering crowd. He walked across the red carpet to the podium, where a group of official presidential representatives waited, and stood at attention.
"Madam Secretary of State! I report the completion of my assigned task.
" "Thank you, General...
" "...Colonel..."
"...General Preston, on behalf of our nation and all humanity, as well as the President of the United States and myself. And congratulations on your promotion. An hour ago, the President signed your promotion to general."


EPILOGUE


One Friday morning, a postman's bugle sounded in Preston's bedroom. Preston lazily opened his eyes and pressed a button on the remote control—the holoprojector displayed the symbol of an envelope with the recipient's information. Simultaneously, a mechanical voice boomed out:
"Identification!"
"Lyndo, this is for you!" Preston gently touched his wife's shoulder, who was lying next to her.
Lynda stretched, opened her eyes, and looked at the holoprojection.
"Lynda Stratton Preston," she said sleepily.
"Identification incorrect. Please repeat!
" "Lynda Stratton Preston," Lynda repeated, her voice sober.
"I confirm identification," the voice stated, and the text of the letter appeared in space.
"Read it, Jonah, I'm still sleeping," Sylwia yawned.
"Miami... date... LIFE over LIFE Insurance Company... Mrs. Lynda Stratton Preston. Due to the fraudulent deduction from our insurance company for the alleged death in a plane crash, we demand the return of wrongfully claimed compensation in the amount of US$200,000, plus interest in the amount of US$1,357,000, for a total of US$1,575,000. If our demands are not met, we will take legal action. Signed...
Lynda's eyes took on the shape of two large buttons...

* North American Aerospace Defense Command


END

Paulina

. She was roused from her reverie by the sound of the door being violently opened and footsteps in the hallway. A moment later, ...