September 11, 2001: Extra-Senate Memories

This article recounts the tragic events of September 11, 2001, focusing on the personal experiences of author Joyce Keller. She describes her mixed feelings about the World Trade Center, which ranged from awe to fear, as well as her spiritual experiences following the attack. Keller describes how these events impacted her life and the lives of other New Yorkers, and she also touches on the history of slavery associated with the site, highlighting the depth of suffering and the complex energy of the site.

Once, when the World Trade Center was under construction, I spoke with a psychologist who was well-versed in the construction site. He looked me straight in the eye and said, "I know you sometimes go into the World Trade Center construction site. My advice is to never go into those buildings."

When I asked why, he replied, "These buildings are cursed because of the great human suffering. They will surely fall in our lifetime. Stay away from this place."

His message was precise, but I didn't think it would actually happen. My husband, Jack, and I had been to the World Trade Center many times. I had mixed feelings about those buildings. I was overwhelmed by the beauty of the towers and the fact that the elevator ride to the top was like flying. You could see in all directions; it was wonderful to stand among the clouds.

However, as I walked down the hall or entered the elevator, I became very nervous and felt like crying. Despite the uncertain energy, I loved these buildings and always prayed for the protection of the World Trade Center and its inhabitants. I prayed that if destruction were to occur, it would be minimal and without loss of life.