She met him online. She had a guy 1,500 km away, and he had a woman who put a leash on him. He came so they could get to know each other. They argued and had a great time. Like friends. They started fooling around... Suddenly. What did he do? He kissed, ruined everything... Why would he do that? She could have pulled away, but she didn't. She didn't know why. Maybe because the guy was far away. Maybe because it was just a kiss. He drove her home... They said goodbye, and he went home. She kept asking herself: why did he kiss me? Damn, I didn't want to, so why did I give in? She didn't understand herself. Suddenly, a text from him: I spent a truly wonderful day with you today, a truly wonderful day, I haven't had one in a long time. Thank you for everything, beautiful, and wonderful Bunny. She was happy about the news, though she didn't want him to talk about her like that.
A few days later, he said he'd broken his leash and invited her to a party. Someone's birthday. He wanted to go with her. He said if she didn't come, he wouldn't. Because he'd be sad thinking about her. She didn't know what to think, but she did. It turned out the party was canceled. Instead, there was a bonfire. They had a great time. It got cold, so they went home. They decided it would be wonderful to fall asleep in each other's arms. She expected them to talk all night and fall asleep cuddled up together. She hadn't thought about sex. They lay down, exchanged a few words. Kisses. It happened. Afterward, he asked about her fantasies. "You just fulfilled her." He didn't understand. "I always wanted that with a stranger," she said, sensing he wasn't a stranger. She didn't love him and didn't want to love him. She practically defended herself, saying she didn't even care. She was afraid of suffering. He drove her home...all the way in his arms. He asked if she should understand it if they were together... She wanted to say "no" because she had another man (he knew that), but she said: patience, not everything at once. Then she decided that 1,500 km for a relationship was too much and it was time to end it... She also knew she had to answer his question... She said, "I can't do things like that without commitment." He was happy. Since then, they've spent every weekend together.
She went to break up with her boyfriend. She was there for a week and couldn't summon the strength to talk to him because he confessed his love. She did nothing. She let the guy continue to think everything would work out. Meanwhile, the man who had been waiting for her began to suspect something was wrong. She lied to him, and it seemed like it was the same as before. She felt he had distanced himself from her, and it was becoming increasingly difficult. She wanted to tell him everything, but she was afraid of losing him. She also wanted to confess her feelings. She had fallen in love. She didn't want to tell him because it was too soon. While discussing his doubts, she lied and said she desperately wanted to confess something to him, but knew it was too soon. He knew exactly how she felt. He felt the same way.
She couldn't take it anymore. She broke up with the guy over the phone. A few days later, he asked about the guy. She confessed everything. They hadn't seen each other at the time because they lived in different cities. She asked for forgiveness and, waiting for a reply, howled at the top of her lungs. She knew she might lose her beloved. He forgave her. When they met, they could no longer contain their feelings. They confessed their love. They forgot her mistake. And they can't live without each other.
Now they're expecting a child. Even though they're young, they're very happy. She knows that the love she'd so desperately resisted is the love of her life.
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