The first part of the story ended with these words: "... She still loves, still misses, and still hopelessly believes that one day she will be able to be with her PRINCE..." She loved, missed, believed... until finally, after three long years, or to be more precise, after 917 days and nights spent without Him, her biggest dream came true. She did everything in her power to finally see Him, even for a few days. She left, lying even to her parents, she was able to do everything, just for Him. What did she feel when she finally saw Him? Her whole body went through shivers, and her heart was beating like crazy, and when she looked into His eyes... That same day, for the first time in her life, she told someone that she LOVED him with all her heart, He only replied: "I love you too." She could feel loved again, needed, and the happiest in the world. His kisses, the touch of His hand, the breath she felt on her whole body made it happen, and that The most wonderful—the beating of His heart—it was the most beautiful music for her, the one she could listen to endlessly. She knew He wanted her to belong only to Him then. She wanted it too, but some part of her heart said NO! And she listened. Yet she still felt close, and His body, so delicate... She felt the same way for the next two nights. But when the last one came... He lay down next to her, hugged her tightly, and... despite the dizziness caused by drinking too much alcohol, she said NO again! She didn't feel ready yet. In this area, like few young girls, she was quite old-fashioned. Although she was ready to give Him her entire life, she didn't dare; it was too much for her. At that moment, He got up and left without saying goodbye, not a word, nothing... And then she understood everything. The words I LOVE YOU, in His voice, were just an empty sound. She was just a toy for Him; He wanted her to be His prey, to finally He could count her among his rich collection. He thought she was one of those so easily won. How wrong he was. Just like her. How could she ever have thought he loved her, how could she? Now every thought of him, every remembered kiss, touch, breath, causes her such immense pain. She remembers how she pressed his shirt to her heart, how she played with his hair, how she felt his gaze on her, and... she suffers. She never deceived herself into thinking he had no woman. There were other men in her life, but they were only an adventure for her, just as she was an adventure for him... What should she do now? What grounds does she have to believe in the meaning and existence of love? She has none. She doubted love because it had once again mocked her, lied to her, inflicted deep wounds that would never heal. The spell was broken... It was twelve o'clock... the beautiful Princess and Prince were no more... only A memory, a beloved memory that inflicts wounds. But the girl knows that when she encounters Him again, her heart will start beating faster again,faster and faster and she won't be able to go the other way. Because even though this Memory is so painful, it is her whole LIFE........... ..
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